♥ , My Garden of Eden.

i feel like giving up, but i know i cant. and i shouldnt

♥Monday, August 01, 2005.

sigh. i am dying. i cant seem to rmb a single thing! if im gonna go on at this rate, i will fail. ok nvm at least my hmwk marks are erm quite ok. li jie wen da improved trmendously can. si han also. li jie wen da from around failing grade shot up to 27/30. si han from about 12 shot up to 15/20. could have gotten 17. thanks to 2 wrong words. dumb lah. crap. ok nvm. shall jia you and improve on more stuff. expecially jap and history and geography. freak lah. i think this had been a very slack year which shouldnt have been. i could have worked harder. and not get this kind of lousy grades im getting now. i cant stand my attitude towards hmwk and exam and all that stuff. i better buck up. ok. first thing. get ready for chinese common test. ok. si han. cant do anything about it. china culture. have finished organising details into my notebook which now is covered by my horrendous handwriting. ok. shall read through it millions of times until the info gets drilled into my head. FREAK!! ok. shall work very very hard from now onwards. not kidding. bleh. second thing. geography test. damn it. i dont even know what to study. i only know hydrological cycle and rivers around the world. mr lim only thought us about hydrological cycles. and where the hell are we supposed to find the rivers of the world??? worst thing. IVLE IS DOWN. why does it go down every single time theres common test?? ok its probably not down. the great problem is that I CANT FIND THE NOTES IN THE FOLDER. and no more studying. what crap. i want to cry lah. i want my notes!!! ok nvm i shall go borrow from others. and i will spend my whole recess copying. and probabaly after school also. cuz we having lunch trng. yay. whats the great big PROBLEM with me. grr.
ok. fine what did i wanted to say? i forgot. lamo person. wahaha. damn tired. OH SHIT. forgot to write out testimony for 'court hearing' tmr. hehheh. mrs tan held a court hearing in our class for scarlet ibis. so fun can!!! wahaha. i am the stupid nosey neighbour who peeked over and saw narrator trying to smother doodle. and i am just going to be saying that narrator is evil. plainly that. WAHA. it isnt easy btw. roleplaying the laywer is damn fun lah. but too bad. my debating skills are not good. haha. zixin is good. but they role play until very very funny!!! haha. and janice huh, she very damn funny lah. haha. trying to smother become pillow fight. common sense tells you that you dont have a pillow fight with a one year old kid do you??? wahaha.
and today durin ghistory catherine janice andme were just doing crappy stuff while mr han was talking lah. haha. but i got copy notes ok!!! i very guai one. PUI. haha. damn funny lah. first we were playing chandelions. then we were talking some stupid stuff which isnt very nice to be publicised. HAHA. damn stupid crap. and bian tai stuff. nothing better to do ma. and i want my notes! ok. i better go do the testimony against narrator now. later tmr dunno what to say then i will die. HAHA. witnesss got nothing to say very cham one leh!!! haha. damn funny lah.
WUN DE FOOL. HAHAHAHA. lame like dunno what. thanks to wun de fool laoshi and xuesheng. haha. we are damn lame lah. invent this funny cute stuff. haha. then still got ELLE-OH-ELLE. then still got LOLLIFIED. haha. got more stuff than this lah. but obviously i cant rmb. and PLEASE RMB SPICE GARDEN DUTY. yea. or i die!!!
ok before i go. go decode this. AI WANTOO SAARRRCCCKKKK YYYOOORR BLLLAARRRD.
ok go figure it out. its darn lame. and still got one concerning egg yolk. but too bad my mum saw the convo. so cant do much now. but i told her i was asking for some info from my friend. cuz she cant check. she doesnt know what im typing. haha. cuz she dunno english. dad also. hmm. but no taking too much advantage of that. ok. better go and study. JIA YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE COMMON TESTS AND TRNG!!!!! bye!

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