tired of everything.
♥Friday, July 22, 2005.
hallo. damn tired lah. im probably tired of my own life lor. haiz. sad. really sad. why do i feel like that??? damn it can. haiz. forget about it for a while lah. but i will never work with her again if she continues to give this kind of attitude lor! its not as if we are you know, free every single day, and when we really do work, you dont give us credit and claim it as yours. ok whatever, and you blame us for not doing work. yea. fine lor. if it was Janice she will shout FREAK!!! haha. janice is so funny lor!!!! haha. just found that catherine, jaince and i are so obsessed with songs that start with letter H. haha. damn stupid lah. first was 'Hai de si nian...' haha. thats the lyrics. then we started going HAI!!!!! everytime we are in class and get too bored during lessons. haha. our tables are usually the noisiest table. haha. really! cuz we very hyperactive one. haha. then tooday we were so obsessed with hey jude. HAHA. janice went 'HEY JUDE" into my ear lah!!! haha. then so damn funny. during lang arts after doing survey we had sort of free period. then janice thought us a new game. HAI DAI!!!!! wahaha. so damn FUN ok!!! haha. ended up playing it for the whole day lor!!!! haha. the game is so cute lah! haha. then we invented ba zhang, and all that crap lah. haha. so damn fun. haha. obsessed with that game. oops, i found out something. it starts with letter H again!!!! wahaha. elle-oh-elle! ok. in retarded mood today. haha. then today was quite fun lah. ok. decided not to sing as a group. should sing as a class!!!! haha. so no more SHE. haha. now i think is top of the world. HAHA. love that song! and better not sing as a group. cuz we cant stand janice's comments lah!!!! she will be sitting beside us. then she will start commenting what too air-y, sharp, flat. aiyah. whatever lah. so lets sing as a class. WAHAHA. ok. before trng played court. haha. went out halfway through cuz wanted to take a rest. wahaha. WD still rocks!!! haha. GD is nice too!!! haha. im being lame over here. then became umpire. haha. but they cant hear what im saying... haha. too noisy le. haha. no lah! hmm. then ms loo watched us play. hmm. then had trng. oops better correct my landing. my landing is very hard lor. and i usually lean backwards when i get the ball. hmm. must rmb, lean a bit forward and land softer like cushioning by bending knees. hmm ok. JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!!!! haha.
decided to do some paragraphing. (almost typed parapara.) haha. cuz im refering to different things. haha. i realised that i am very infatuated with looking at other peoples expressions. haha. really!!! i laugh cuz of their expressions!!! haha. i can still rmb. WAHAHA. dont understand right!!! wahaha. too bad. HAHA. so funny!!!!! haha.
ok. next thing. dont be prejudiced against them lah! bleh.
ok another thing. yah i know we are _____ but you dont have to scream it out loud in front of every single person can! damn it. i am hating you more and more. thought you were ok at first. but now i think you are just an irritating FREAK. BLEH LAH. haiz.
MY LIFE IS IN SUCH A BIG MESS. sigh. only time will tell... HAIZ. especially this week. damn shitty week can. ok besides contacts. OH YAH. today is such a dreadful day for my eyes. during trng, DURING, yah. was doing some drills then suddenly feel something fly into my left eye then was rubbing it from the outside. then i think i crushed it or smth, couldnt see. then when change drills that time jenzi was like, jocelyn you have smth in your eye. looks like some insect. I ALMOST SCREAMED CAN!!!!! then was like trying to get it out. and yes i succeeded and yes, it looks like an insect. SO DISGUSTED LAH!!!!!!!! having goosebumps le. i thin ki have a phobia of insects lah. really. the vending machines also have some i dunno what insects. i would rather walk a longer distance then see them. EEW. ok. next week is sabs week. haha. fun. erm, lets hope its fun. haha. and theres trng on mon. during break. LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!! im looking forward to monday!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. so sad, have to wait 2 days before monday comes by. haha. ok. lots of CIP these two months. haha. yah. have this erm selling of notebooks i think. then ushering or smth like that, then taking care of spice garden i think. haha. interesting. and i dont want to stand in front of the class! stress can! haiyo. register no. 1 very cham leh. haiz. okok. too much le. gtg now bye!!!
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