feel like crying...
♥Wednesday, July 20, 2005.
hi. really feel like crying. really saddened. why be so tight up? relax a bit. dont breakdown in the middle of class. you can do it. i know. i trust you. i can tell that you are a confident person, judging from your presentations in class. but, if you think its our fault that this project is stuck in such a big mess, fine. really. ok. shall stop brooding over this. just get it over and done with. damn it. ok. today woke up at the same time even though i asked my mum to wake me up earlier in case i couldnt put on contacts successfully. haha. then wanted to put on. damn funny lah. i took the left one out, put it in the right eye, went back to get the other one, then discovered i put it wrongly! so had to take it out and replace it in the other one. damn stupid. but it was raining so the school bus was about 5min late. thank goodness. haha. ok. first lesson was math. mrs chang was talking about the dot diagrams and stem and leaf diagrams. sleepy lah. almost fell asleep. ok. then was lang arts. then was recess. went to get warm water from the yong tau fu stall. burnt my hand cuz was trying to close the thermo flask but it was too full then water spilt out. haha. then was IPW. haha.our group will be presenting in week 6 because there is sabs next week!!!! yay!!! haha. then was chinese. thought we were presenting today but we werent cuz the teacher wasnt free. haha. so ours is tmr. haha. my poor hand got burnt for nothing! haha no lah. then was lunch. actually had team run but didnt have cuz very few people wanted to run. so sad. then was geography. damn funny lah. AND I PASSED MY GEOG TEST!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! unbeilievable lah. got 12/15!!!! omg!!!!!! haha. finally passed goeg test. WAHAHA. then went to take out contacts cuz opticial said must try to get used to contacts everyday by wearing for a few hours a day, and increasing as it goes on until it can be wore for the whole day. wahaha. lets try tmr cuz tmr got trng. scared though.HAHA. today was so damn embarassed lah. REALLY. think that person hates me now!!!!! bleh. went home then no one was home. mum went swimming lah! haha. ok. done lots of research on cha2 dao4. now eyes very blur cuz the words were too small and im still trying to get used to contacts. haha. aiyo. better go take out now and let my eyes rest. yea. i really should. haha. sigh. i am not really happy with my own life now. as in performance so far. sigh. and im going for teacher's day audition! haha. with catherine and zixin. and we hve decided to sing a song. eek sounds retarded right! haha no lah. SHE song i think. yea jenzi must be going crazy right! haha. but my singing sucks lah. haha. dont think we can make it pass the audition. haha. no must have confidence! haha. okok. i think i am becoming a super naggy person or should i say aunty. haha. okok. so cham. my room is in a big mess. my life too. SIGH. ok. bye
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