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♥Eden.
Where it all begins.
i have loads of stuff...
♥Sunday, July 31, 2005.

wahahaha. was just trying to find a container to put all my neos. and during the search, i found some really crappy stuff. ok. i shall list them out. see, im so hardworking. (and partly cuz im still too bored, and also it prevents me from eating ice cream.haha.)
on the top list of crappy stuff:
1st i found a bag full of erasers. yea. rmb that i collected erasers. and there are about 100+ erasers inside that bag. wonderful.
2nd. loads of strings beads and all that. i love DIY stuff. haha. enthu. and i have loads of undone cross stiches. haha. too busy to do any. and even if i have the time it would be spent on a wonderful machine called the computer.
3rd. i am obssesed with my name or what?! currently, i have found loads of stuff that are related to me. haha. self-obssessed can. haha.
4th. loads of hello kitty stuff. yea. was obssessed with hello kitty in the PAST. haha. but i have those magnets which 7-11 gave out. haha.
next. notice board.
what i have on my filled noticeboard.
1st: obviously it would be timetable.
2nd. third lang schedule. i dunno why its still up there. probably im too lazy to take it out. haha.
3rd. trng schedule. doesnt seem to be following that though. its started from last week i guess. i still cant figure it out though. haha.
4th. loads of magnets. although destructive me has destroyed some in the past. like pulling out the feelers of the butterfly magnet i had. haha. revenge is sweet. JUST KIDDING.
5th a slip of paper that has the school bus auntie's number. i dunno how it got there too. maybe my mum stuck it there. haha.
6th. a post it notepad thats attached to a magnet. i havent used this yet, not even once. haha. not before long it collects dust.
7th. netball piece given during orientation!!! yay!!! haha.
8th. ok i am truly self-obssessed. more sutff with my name. haha. and also a fluffy ball given by my mum. it came from her pin which was on her shirt. she didnt like it so she just plonked it onto the board. haha.
9th. final item i suppose. haha. tada its a nanyang small little keychain bear. haha. got it during the billingual competition last year. damn cute lah. but its not in hongzi. its in PE. haha.
ok thats all. im being bored. haha. so shall clear more stuff. yay!!! am too bored. ok. bye!

|| At 8:24 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


ive got an unbelievable loud voice.
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yea dont you agree? haha. thats why i love speech and drama!!! haha. lame. and just now was so damn stupid can. i was sitting down then i stood up and saw a stupid dumb ass BEETLE on my chair. then with my voice, i gave a loud shriek. bloody freaking insects. then my dad was like WHAT LAH. then told him there was insect. then he was like WHY YOU SO USELESS! ok fine. i am useless. i get freaked out by ants lah. and i have bad karma. cuz i was sitting on the floor reading newspaper then saw lots of ants on the floor then i went to smack them with my hand. dumb insects.
ok today went to JP. played parapara!!! yay!!! i got 100% rate for eurobeat!!!! that is 3 stars. i now love anniversary!!! its so cool!!! wahaha. thats 4 stars. but its damn fun. and next time probably we should try hard mood freestyle. wahahahaha. but must get you qian ren sponsor. haha.
and i bought my handphone accessory. fine i shall take good care of it. its damn ex can. blah.
lalalala.and i just found out my eyes look damn small when i took neoprints with yining ytd. cuz its in comparrison with NYN's HUGE EYES. and im going to do some damn stupid stuff. ok .shall go off to do smth interesting like taking pics of my sketches and connecting cam to com! haha. thats the only way cuz i dont have a scanner. haha. ok bye!

|| At 7:26 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


yay.
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going out le. going with yining to jp. haha. and i am very certain that theres para machine there. wahaha. and im gonna get my handphone accessory. but stupid yining doesnt want to sponsor. haha. fine. i shall pay for it myself. let me calculate. should i put JO, JOCE or JOCELYN. if i put JO it will cost $6.70 if i put JOCE it will cost $8.50 if i put JOCELYN it will cost $11.20. mybe i shall put JO or JOCE. JOCELYN is out of the question. haha. looking forward to buying. i am such a spendthrift. blah.
ok i am such a nice person to help tian download songs right! haha. ok igot to go bathe now. need to reach jp by 2 or yining will scream haha. ok .bye!!!

|| At 1:19 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


bored
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stupid me has come back again. let me go jio some people out cuz im really gonna rot if i stay in my house any longer. sheesh. ok fine. if no one wants to go out i shall jolly well stay at home and rot. blah. stupid.
shouldnt have woke up so damn early. slept at 2a.m. last night. so should have woken up at 1. HAHA. lame. ok shall go do some other things now. like rotting. ok bye.

|| At 12:09 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


feeling so bored
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arg!! i want to go out! sheesh. i want to go out and soak up all that sun. bleh. and also get my handphone accessory. i would probably the only person who would be willing to pay $7+ for a handphone accessory. haha. sigh. problem is, my mum is hooked on t othe korean drama and refuses to even step out of the house. can tell from what breakfast she suggested: cup noodles and pao. bleh lah. so chose to eat pao. freak lah. i wanna go out!!!!!! BLEH. i saw an ant on the table and i squashed it. bad karma. haha.
dunno what we should do. i think we should, but i think we shouldnt too. like what i said to laoshi last night. sitting on the fence. get off from one side get poked by nails on the butt get off the other side, get poked on the feet. SIGH. so how??? but im still for telling.
blahblahblah. just crap. am so bored!!!! anyone wants to go jurong point??? ME!!! lame. i want my handphone accessory lah! if my old one didnt break i wont have to worry about it!!! problem is, i want the old one, but i bought it at suntec. stupid right! so nvm. shall get a new kind. but first need to get my mum to go out. then can show her what i want. and lets hope shes willing to sponsor. WAHAHA.
lalalala. tmr school starts. yay.
just being lame. shall stop influencing anyone who reads my blog to become as lame as me. WAHAHA. ok fine, shall stop here. BYE!

|| At 11:49 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


fireworks!!!
♥Saturday, July 30, 2005.

i am so lame can. 4th post today. ok just now saw fireworks!!! ok. thats lame. Taman Jurong CC opening today!!! SO HAD FIREWORKS!!! haha. our family damn funny lah. we heard the sound then went over to parents bedroom to see. cannot see. so came back to my room but still couldnt see. bleh lah. but can see a little bit. our family is so enthu about fireworks. haha. no lah. damn funny can. WAHAHA. elle-oh-elle. OUCH. i smashed my thumb, which currently is a chicken drumstick, onto the table. stupid me. crap lah.
TIHS IS GREAT!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!! i am getting lamer. WAHAHA. thanks to my wonderful saboon cum laoshi cum crapping partner cum gila yunfu. yes. WAHAHA.
lalalalalala. bored like mad. finally i get a time when im not rushing out hmwk. haha. i seem slack. but i better study. and mum was so pissed off with me today. was at the door then she was like nagnagnag. then when she finish i just turned and wanted to walk then she start scolding again. then finally when she end i just say im going bye then walked out. haiyo.
very scared lah. she isnt in a very good mood. later... forget it . dont want to think about that again.
and i still dunno whether to or not to!!!! and we have invented new nickname. nanana. hahahaha. cute right! WAHAHA, origin is damn lame can. anyone who sees me and laoshis convo is gonna cry laughing. cuz its damn stupid and lame. and im taking after laoshi. haha. and i shall go do some sketching now. bye!

|| At 11:01 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


back from JP
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yay. finally went out. yay!!! haha. im laughing till i cry lah. so funny. and i found out what it means!!! and really lor. that person really really really looks like someone. WAHAHA. bet only yining and zixin knows who im talking about. hahahahahahaha. really couldnt imagine can!!!!!! =) unbelievable. WAHAHA. but wont see that person anymore. probably until next year bah. or maybe can see the real person. WAHAHA. lame.
and today was so damn fun. went to causeway point. went to take neos. i paid for yining's neoprints. BLEH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. so stop asking me for present. haha. and you now owe me mine. HAHA. yining likes to type OWN. haha. dunno for what funny reason. and bought a shirt that costs $6. damn funny lor. we were walking walking walking then we heard TOPS FOR $6. then we turn and went in. haha. then i think we spent 1hr+ there. bought a black sleeveless one. that reminds me. i havent been wearing sleeveless tees for i think 1 or 2 yrs le. haha. before that went to arcade. DAMN STUPID CAN!!!! PARAPARA MACHINE WASNT THERE!! i almost wanted to go scold those stupid idiots who moved it away. BLEH. FREAK!!!! sigh. i wanna dance parapara!!! GRR...
then went to jurong point. haha. went to look for school shoes. couldnt find the one i wanted so bought another kind. find it quite heavy though. stupid. hope it doesnt spoil in like half a year. or i wll scream. but actually this pair is cheaper by $10. haha. and its too big lah. but if i get one size smaller i probably wont be able to wear it. haha. my foot is damn huge can. haha. rubbish. then went to look for more clothes. haha. yining was pestering me to go arcade at 6+. and i was like NONONO im going to be late. then stupid handphone accessorie broke. DAMN!!!! i wanted to get a personalized one!!! but the strap alone cost $4.90. nvm. go kop from my mum. WAHAHA. but it will most proably cost $7+. IF I JUST PUT 2 LETTERS. JO. haha. if i put 7 letters it will cost $11.20. i rather get another shirt. haha. so i shall just get JO. haha. i am egoistic. haha. not as much as qitian though. haha.
ok back to some serious problem. i really think we should tell. it would be unfair to that person. really. SERIOUSLY. i really think we should. but you people dont want!!!! boohoohoo. it is cruel but i think it would be better if that person knew so that person can give up. sigh. ok we shall sit down and discuss about it someday. ok. bye people.
thinknig serious stuff makes my head hurts. and once again, if i LOOK unfocused please give me a slap to wake me up. thanks a lot. BYE!!!

|| At 8:59 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i am back again.
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hello. am feeling so bored. haha. going out with yining later. and i found that zixin is really very fast at spreading news. she has already told yining about smth. haha. about someone looking like SOMEONE. haha. and yining is very kua zhang about it. saying he proably is the long lost brother. yea. creative. pui. haha. am feeling so stupid today. have given up on the website. going out at 1. yining is suggesting causeway point cuz theres neoprint machine. better bring extra money cuz i still havent bought her present. haha. and i want PARAPARA!!!!! lalala. so addicted to PARAPARA!!!! lalalalalala. havent danced for i think 2 months le. i dont care! i want to beat EUROBEAT!!!!!! haha. okok being lame here. and like my new blogskin??? cuz i recieved feedback on the previous one that its too troublesome. BUT THAT ONE'S COOL!!!! but i admit its troublesome too. haha. and im looking forward to lunch trng. haha. and next thurs got another batch of DSA students. haha. looking forward to that too. ok better post here to remind me what to do. ok. get one set of bibs. yea i guess thats all. haha. STML. did i forget anything??? oops. feel like forgotten smth but... aiyah forget it. erm. okok study hard for jap test before my mum bans use of com and bans staying back after school for no reason. but dont think she will ban that. haha. my mum gives me lots of freedom. so cannot take advantage of that. so must study hard!!! and prove to her!!!! prove to her that i can manage my time well and she doesnt need to ask me to go back and study. yes. ok. got to go no. BYE!

|| At 12:03 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


website.
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bleh lah. after 1 1/2 hours of hard work, i haave finished changing my blogskin, and created one page for my website. wonderful accompishment. but now im stuck. what else can i do on. and i fall asleep while reading newspaper ytd so didnt use the computer. ytd was such a fun day. lets recall what happened ytd. last day of sabs. sad ba. no more days of no hmwk. haha.
renewable energy had the race. stupid me. cheerleading had to do the whole routine. haa. cheerleading routine was fun ok!!! but almost lost my voice shouting the cue. love the dances.
then stayed back after school. went to Thai Noodle House. so funny!!!! saw Fiona Xie there. hahaha. Jenzi and Vernice went crazy. then they went to request to take pic. haha. then went to get FBTs. haha.
then went back to school. then stayed back for quite a whiel. started to do sketching at 4+. hahaha. sketch until 7+. WAHAHA. so kua zhang right!!! but really lor. jenzi is so damn pro!!!!hers is so nice. and stupid me left my shoe bag in school. -_-||| then went home.
today im going to get school shoes. my school shoes currently is so erm... lan already. theres one HUGE whole at each side of the shoe. thanks to me. haha. this pair only lasteda bout half a year. HAHA. and i havent watched TV for i dunno how long le. and i only go to these places for now: school, coro, bishan third lang centre, junction 8. HAHA. elle-oh-elle can!!! so cham. never even go jurong point one. the last time i went was i think a month ago. HAHA. okok. shall go brainstorm about website le. BYE!!!

|| At 11:24 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i am back
♥Thursday, July 28, 2005.

hey. i am back. to complain. i dont wanna run cross country!!!! WHAT IS WRONG???!!! WHY AM I IN???!!! rubbish. thanks to stupid qitian who doesnt want to run the same timing as me. she ran 1 second slower and i am the last runner selected for the cross country thingy. BLEH. i dont want!!!! i dont like running ling distance!!!! i am horrible at long distance can!!! my stamina sucks lah!!!! i dont want to run!!!! okok everyone is running but i dont understand what this six runners from each class thing is all about lah. heard from claudia is got placing. -_-||| crap. i am bound to get last. thank you very much. WAHAHA. then first 30 theres prize or smth. i am notr looknig forward man. SO NOT looking forward to it. i have no interest in long distance whatsoever. i am a lazy pig who doesnt like to do anything besides eating m&m minis. haha. no lah. im just being lame. okok fine i will run. but most probably i will die halfway. haha. no lah. not that kua zhang. haha.
my skin condition. cham like dunno what. i have lots and lots of skin problem lor. 1st thing. hereditary rashes on upper arm. haha. yea. looks funny but yea its HEREDITARY. NOT CONTAGIOUS. relax people. 2nd thing. bumps on knees. not affecting much though. haha. 3rd. eczema on finger. healing slowly but almost fully healed le. just too lazy to apply medication. haha. 4th thing. pimples. haha. not just on face. back also got problem. bbut now need to use this stinky soap to get it off. now must apply more nice smelling perfume .haha. no lah. ok thats all bah. besides the amount of injuries i get from my accident prone nature. haha. ok. this is getting too lame. got to go now. BYE!

|| At 11:17 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


retaliate my dear girl.
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i am back. so tired. erm as in sleepy. haha. fell on my knee when we were playing in the morning. haha. i am addicted to ice apple tea. drink it every morning.haha. renewable energy was so fun!!! help qitian make her car. haha. looks like mine. ok i got to go off soon ok. shall make it a fast one. and when my car runs on solar power, its faster then qitians car runnig on batt!!!! OMG!!!! how much faster can it go!!! but i know it will go haywire if i use battery. cham. haha. nvm. tmr having the race. damn. ok. then spent half of the break washing ying yan's hongzi for her. cuz qitian killed her!!! NO LAH!!! just kidding. she got red paint on hongzi. haha. more HONG then hongzi. haha. lame. so both of us helped her wash. then went for sheerleading. just found out during break that the cheers could be heard at the netball court. OMG!!! -_-||| what the... damn stupid lah. and today combined the chant song and dance. and damn my loud voice. i am the one who cues. thanks to my wondeful loud voice. crap. so i get to shout NANYANG! and others shout LETS GO! haha. lame. but todays dance damn confusing lah!!! but the music they use are superb can!!! cool. love the songs. haha. and tmr doing combination of all these plus stunts. i am obviously going to be the base. haha. elle-oh-elle. ok then had trng. had two girls from Hongkong who joined us. okok. i have a problem with my placing of the ball. IN FRONT OF THE PLAYER!!! NOT BEHIND!!! ok rmb that. and IMPROVE on it!!! everyone JIA YOU!!! ok i bought two sketchbooks today. one for me one for laoshi. see laoshi i so nice right.but you must pay! haha. no lah. just kidding. most probably i will forget about paying by tmr. and i got to go clean shoes now. cuz had trng then tmr got cheerleading then dont dirty the gym!!! yea. and need to do final check on the car. haha. rubberband fell off again i think. haha. ok got to go now. bye!!!

|| At 10:54 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i hate my damn life.
♥Wednesday, July 27, 2005.

sheesh. not in a very good mood. cuz today is such a WONDERFUL DAY. WONDERFUL, like shit. yea. that is how wonderful today was, and my life is. freak. renewable energy. made a car that looked so dumb and ugly. damn. but it can run ok!!!! so happy that it could run. but it still looks ugly. qitian is going to make her car tmr. haha. she got such a cham partner which is me. qitian is a very good partner. i am NOT being sarcarstic. but my car looks like its going to collapse any minute. my car is so lan. but ok still admit tian is very good at this. then went to edit film.
whats wrong with those people lah!!! they dont care about anything. is that really reality??? that probably explains why life is so cruel. whole story: janice misplaced her bag today when we were waiting outside for Mr Lim. then we went in. she left her bag there. i left first. didnt see her bag but i thought she brought it in. she came out and she couldnt find her bag. she went with catherine to go around the whole school but they couldnt find it. they came to look for me in the gym. then they told me they asked almost everyone lah! THESE PEOPLE HAVE NO SYMAPATHY. none at all. she asked teachers, even in the GO. they just said she was careless. she asked the school assistants, they say they were under order not to take any bag from the rubbish bins. they searched everywhere. asked almost everyone. and everyone blamed her for being careless. her mum too. she and catherine skipped sabs for half an hour. their teacher in charge also didnt give a shit about it. their teacher didnt even want to talk to them. yea. is that what life is all about? ok mr lim was a lot, ALOT, nicer. he helped ask the teachers in the staffroom. ok he is very nice. really! the worst thing. life is so WONDERFUL can. catherine told me after that that janice found her bag. she said they were running past the huge rubbish bins which were pushed around the place. and catherine saw this huge bag on TOP of it. yea and they said they wont take bags as rubbish. thank goodness it was on the top. can you imagine if it was inside? haiz.
then went for cheerleading. learnt dance. instructors so damn pro. we are not that. haha. but i know some people pro also. and im supposed to be doing my narrative now. but obviously i was distracted.
then went for third lang. damn lah. was rushing, so didnt notice the raised platform and i skidded on the ground. almost banged into the tree. now there is a very very painful wound on my knee. i dont care how it looks like. i cant care. i dont want to care. i cant even be bothered to care about my damn life. which is in such a great mess.
went with shiyu vack to school cuz she wanted to do her project research. went coro first. wanted to buy FBTs but the shop wasnt open. so bought bubble tea and went to school. when we went back they said com labs were already closed. another sign of no sympathy. or probably its partly our fault that we didnt go earlier. then went back with shiyu.
feeling damn crappy. never felt like that before. i dont even have the mood to laugh. everything seems fine when im not thinking about it. but when i reach home and reflect on my day, i feel really empty. lonely.
shall go off now. bye.

|| At 7:38 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


tired out.
♥Tuesday, July 26, 2005.

hi people. i am so tired out today. first was renewable energy. practically is just free period and DAMN IT. i dont have a carton! SHIT! whatever lah. shall bring a bottle then. stupid me. no wonder i felt that i had forgotten smth. SHEESH. then was break. practised skipping with Catherine. i am so pathetic at skipping lah. ok then was cheerleading. wrist almost broke. arm was almost dislocated. yea. its damn funny ok!!! but double base is nice. haha. then went for renewable energy thing. rather trng. its so boring. fall asleep on the bus. tired. then after that went back to school in liang hui's car. but they finish trng le. SAD. this will br a very short post because i am going to faint soon. very very tired. ok i have just finished scrubbing my shoes. cuz we need to bring shoes for sabs. then shiyu ying yan and me dont have clean shoes. so we have to go clean it tonight. i ended up using CIF again. doesnt really work well on shoes though. haha. but used it anyway. i think the shoes will still be wet tmr. actually. i think my school shoes are cleaner. but after tmr it wont. haha. i am so dead. shiyu you better not have left it there ok. have loads of CRAP inside can. i will faint if its taken. cry le lah. haiz. ok third lang tmr. jia you for your tests ba! dont be so shi bai like me. haha. JIA YOU!!! i going to fall asleep le and my heads exploding. ok. bye!!!

|| At 10:50 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i still havent thought of a name for it yet...
♥Monday, July 25, 2005.

help me think!!! haha. qitian gave me this cute little...i dunno whats that. haha. but its so cute!! and cuddly!!! haha. i think looks like a little chick but my mum says it looks like a penguin cuz its gray. hahahahaha. if tian hears this shes gonna laugh. but it doesnt have a name!!! tian suggested EGGY. haha. catherine suggested THE EGG. i suggested OMLETTE. zixin suggested CHICKEN CUTLET . YEA. an tell we are a saddistic bunch of people. WAHAHA. so cham can! still dunno what name to give. but it has a jap name!!! EKI!!!! wahahaha. its just direct translation. dunno what that means in jap btw. shall go check dictionary. haha. ok. help me think of a name ok!!! haha. too big to bring to school. but its very nice to hug. wahahahahaha. and i just did some drawing on my computer. and my sketchbook. wahaha. almost died using the comp to draw lor. especially the lines of the net. but im so proud of it i shall put it on my webby. haha. we are supposed to do up a webby for our IT. haha. cool right. but minimum 5 pages. haha. and my sketchbook finish le!!! need to buy new one. haha. jenzi wants one too! haha. and on the last page of the sketchbook is a picture of a netball!!! but a bit unprportionate cuz i dont like to use apparatus when sketching. haha. prefer freehand. dont want to colour. later destroy the picture. haha.
oops. im still short of dividers. CRAP. nvm. i have also run out of construction paper. BLEH. OH YEA!!! i have the stick-ons!!!! yay!!! wahahaha. it will look unpro though. and i failed my jap test. oh i said this before. haha. crap. JIA YOU!!!! STUDY HARD AND PLAY HARD!!! what crap lah. i play hard but problem is i dont study hard. SHEESH. shall work harder. can see improvment in chinese compre. wahaha. unbelievable. haha. but im deproving in other stuff. shit. feel like crying now. SIGH. why am i so shi bai? okok i have low self esteem can?! haha. crappy. i am spending too much time on other stuff rather than my studies. shucks. study harder. but i hate math. no i dont hate math. i hate dot diagram. tedious. dont want to do hmwk. but if mrs chang asks me and catherine will die. haha. cuz we both didnt do and dont intend to. haha. thats evil.
want to do more sketching but ran out of paper. cuz tore out lots of paper the last time. haha. okok. shall sketch on crap paper. yea we invented the name crap paper cuz its sounds retarded. yea. haha. lame. btw if you dont understand it just means recycled one-sided paper. haha. whatever lah. shall go sketch now. BYE!

|| At 9:07 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i am so dead.
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CHAM!!! i havent hand in my geog file!!! bleh. actually wanted to go back to school after third lang but didnt. and couldnt find shiyu after third lang. dunno where she disappear to. haha. AND I AM SO ANGRY. I CANT GO TRNG TMR. bleh. cuz i need to go for this renewable energy thingy. *CRIES* and i shall rmb to bring mosquitoe repellant tmr. DAMN DISGUSTING OK. was just scratching then saw this whole line of mosquitoes down my leg. SCREAMED! eeeeee. DISGUSTING. and i am not going to let mosquitoes feed themselves while we suffer. tmr im gonna bring insect repellant. WAHAHA. crap. and i ran out of dividers. DAMN IT. that means i cant organise my file. SHEESH. i am gonna die a dreadful death lor. its bad enough to hand it in late. and now this... mr lim is gonna kill me. and i dont have complete set of WSs. oops and my math hmwk.BLEH!
that is what is going to happen to me. SIGH.
today is not a very good day. first was mosquitoes. then we had renewable energy. haha. its so fun!!! but our apparatus got a bit of problem. haha. so must go borrow from other pair. tian is so damn funny!!! yea, my grand laoshi. haha. then was 1 1/2 hr break. but we only had one hour cuz cheerleading starts at 11.30 and we were late. SO SORRY!!! didnt notice the time cuz we were having trng. but had lots of fun during cheerleading as well.
then went to rockwall. I COULDNT FIND MY NETBALL. as in 09. ble.h almost cried when saw poor vernice. so ke lian. get well soon ok!!! and so stressed out cuz couldnt finish filing goeg stuff and couldnt find the ball. went for third lang but was late. I AM NEVER GOING TO MISS ANY JAP LESSONS AGAIN. I FAILED THIS COMMON TEST. SHUCKS. I SHALL STUDY HARDER!!!! sigh. bad bad day for me.
SIGH. what a great start for a week. ok. bye.

|| At 7:00 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


big fat piggy.
♥Sunday, July 24, 2005.

haha yah thats me. i am getting so fat! eat too much junk food le. wahaha. finished room cleaning today. pathetic. left everything much the same. and i found my super J-pop ballade!!!! yay!!!! it was in my discman!!! wahaha. thats lame.
mum isnt feeling too pleasant. abit like when she had __________. yah. thats the correct spelling. erm as in the number of words. haha. not going to type out.
ok not feeling really good now. dunno why also. haha. thats so cham can.
hmm. inbelieveable. thought they did. but they didnt! haha. great news for someone i know. WAHAHA
lame. today went out two times. thanks to my wonderful forgetfulness. yea. haha. lame. and i bought loads of tidbits to eat. haha. but this time didnt buy M&M minis. haha. bought other EXOTIC STUFF like sour skittles. wanted to buy warheads. oh that reminds me of one time which i tricked my dad into eating warheads and he almost went crazy. haha.
okok. stop being lame. go off now. bye!

|| At 9:59 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


raining.
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hallo! what a nice weather. its raining now. haha. i wanna get out of my house!!!! i wanna go JP!!!! haha. cuz i need to get a ring file. haha. and more stuff. like another of the same notebook. that notebook is so nice. haha. but must wait until dad returns home. haha. then can go out. and also msut stop raining. i want adobe!!! haha. no lah. adobe rocks! but i very lan at adobe. haha. ok. ive got loads of stuff to do today and tmr. CHAM! ok. i better go start on my math. tmr must hand in. and i cant organise my geog file cuz my geog ws are all in school. DIE. so i can only organise tmr. SHEESH.
feeling real guilty. but mum forced me not to pick up that call. i couldnt care less. WHATEVER. great big mess.
so tired out. why does it have to turn out like that??? sigh. if you had compromised, we would not be in such a dreadful state now. bleh. get lost. get out of my life! i never want to see you again. NEVER! stop calling or smsing me. never want to see a trace of you. sigh. ok shall go off now. bye.

|| At 12:31 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


new pic
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this pic will stay until i get time to create a new one. WAHAHA. spent half hour on this. bye!!!

|| At 12:24 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


haha.
♥Saturday, July 23, 2005.

this sentence really describes me: "Not many people like me when they first meet me. I am not the type of person that would let anyone get to know me and my feelings very easily."
haha. got it from a fanfic but guess it really describes me. if im just wandering around in a place where theres only strangers, i only have a blank expression. probably dao if you really look. but oh well. that is, strangers. haha. i cant really express myself that well. haha. i know my weaknesses. shall try to overcome them. bleh. im typing crap. okok. i screamed today. haha. first was when i saw a cockroach. i went EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE then my mum was like WHAT?! haha. but it was very noisy cuz there was some renovation or smth there. so couldnt really hear properly. second time was in the lift. was going up then mum dropped some wrapper or smth on the floor. then i picked it up then she went: "its so dirty! just leave it there!" then she hit it off my hand. then i shouted, 'OI!' then she was like... fine fine...pick it up. haha. damn stupid lah. shall go play games now. bye!

|| At 7:11 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


it just isnt worth crying for...
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sigh. hate those people. please, can they be puntual? ok. its all right for 5-10 min. but hallo... you were late for half an hour!!! we waited until i fall asleep on the chair. no point smsing telling us how worried you were cuz we left without waiting for you all. mum got so fed up she just took her stuff and left. you asked us to go and expects us to wait for you all until we die??? what crap. incorrigible. whatever.
ok. after that went to 399. okok. i am so addicted to M&M minis. haha. have been pigging out on them for a few days le. haha. so nice. harribo also. haha. ok. wanted to get FBTs but the shop didnt sell. so nevermind. go coro and buy. haha.
so tired lah. after effects of trng. the next day i will feel super tired and can just plonk onto the bed and start snoring. HAHA. nah i dont snore. haha. lame. my mum and i were watching korean drama, then she fall asleep then i fall asleep too. haha. phone call woke us up.
it isnt worth crying for! really!!!!! and dont you dare think i am the dependant kid like before. i am independant and i can prove that to you. whatever lah. and stop asking!!!!! i really dunno!!!!! how do you expect me to know?! bleh.
ok getting sleepy le. and i got MSN messenger plus!! its cool!!! haha. ok feeling really really sleepy now. shall go slap myself awake. WAHAHA. ok. shall go find some interesting things to do. haha. ok. BYE!!!

|| At 6:09 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


sheesh
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haiz. so tired. but cant sleep.so watched korean drama. haha. this is the second time im watching it.first time was in jan or feb. but that time mum's condition not very good. aiyah. dont remind me of it. and i am so addicted to m&m. haha. so nice. and i feel like chewing some sweets now. haiyo. i am getting fatter lah. have been eating ice creams, chocolates, sweets and all those junk food. and so looking forward to sabs and trng. haha. but still very sleepy now. had to wake up cuz stupid fan was messing up my hair. HAHA. cuz in the morning mum turns off the aircon. and my hairband has disappeared in my room. HAHA. feel like getting a clip for my hair. but most probably i will stop wearing it after a while. lame lah. okok. later maybe going swimming. long time never swim le. hmm... last time was the team swim, then never go swimming le. but i know mum has been going swimming for the past few days. ok i am very addicted to hai dai. haha. thanks to janice lah.
ok better start doing paragraphing. hmm. dunno for what also. i am so lame can. and lao shi is becoming more and more like xue sheng right!!! so honest. haha. maybe if she really asks that i think you will really say the same thing as me. haha. only lao shi knows what im talking about right!!!!
this is hilarious can!!!!!wahaha. maybe she will really think so.haha. i am gonna laugh if she really ask about it. so cute lor!!! haha. okok. lots and lots of crap here. pure crap. ok. shall go off now, bye!
oops before that. ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH THE ISLAND?????? wahahahaha. think the plot is real cool. LALALALA. i wanna watch!!!! but not alone. HAHA. crap. ok. bye!!!

|| At 9:57 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


tired of everything.
♥Friday, July 22, 2005.

hallo. damn tired lah. im probably tired of my own life lor. haiz. sad. really sad. why do i feel like that??? damn it can. haiz. forget about it for a while lah. but i will never work with her again if she continues to give this kind of attitude lor! its not as if we are you know, free every single day, and when we really do work, you dont give us credit and claim it as yours. ok whatever, and you blame us for not doing work. yea. fine lor. if it was Janice she will shout FREAK!!! haha. janice is so funny lor!!!! haha. just found that catherine, jaince and i are so obsessed with songs that start with letter H. haha. damn stupid lah. first was 'Hai de si nian...' haha. thats the lyrics. then we started going HAI!!!!! everytime we are in class and get too bored during lessons. haha. our tables are usually the noisiest table. haha. really! cuz we very hyperactive one. haha. then tooday we were so obsessed with hey jude. HAHA. janice went 'HEY JUDE" into my ear lah!!! haha. then so damn funny. during lang arts after doing survey we had sort of free period. then janice thought us a new game. HAI DAI!!!!! wahaha. so damn FUN ok!!! haha. ended up playing it for the whole day lor!!!! haha. the game is so cute lah! haha. then we invented ba zhang, and all that crap lah. haha. so damn fun. haha. obsessed with that game. oops, i found out something. it starts with letter H again!!!! wahaha. elle-oh-elle! ok. in retarded mood today. haha. then today was quite fun lah. ok. decided not to sing as a group. should sing as a class!!!! haha. so no more SHE. haha. now i think is top of the world. HAHA. love that song! and better not sing as a group. cuz we cant stand janice's comments lah!!!! she will be sitting beside us. then she will start commenting what too air-y, sharp, flat. aiyah. whatever lah. so lets sing as a class. WAHAHA. ok. before trng played court. haha. went out halfway through cuz wanted to take a rest. wahaha. WD still rocks!!! haha. GD is nice too!!! haha. im being lame over here. then became umpire. haha. but they cant hear what im saying... haha. too noisy le. haha. no lah! hmm. then ms loo watched us play. hmm. then had trng. oops better correct my landing. my landing is very hard lor. and i usually lean backwards when i get the ball. hmm. must rmb, lean a bit forward and land softer like cushioning by bending knees. hmm ok. JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!!!! haha.
decided to do some paragraphing. (almost typed parapara.) haha. cuz im refering to different things. haha. i realised that i am very infatuated with looking at other peoples expressions. haha. really!!! i laugh cuz of their expressions!!! haha. i can still rmb. WAHAHA. dont understand right!!! wahaha. too bad. HAHA. so funny!!!!! haha.
ok. next thing. dont be prejudiced against them lah! bleh.
ok another thing. yah i know we are _____ but you dont have to scream it out loud in front of every single person can! damn it. i am hating you more and more. thought you were ok at first. but now i think you are just an irritating FREAK. BLEH LAH. haiz.
MY LIFE IS IN SUCH A BIG MESS. sigh. only time will tell... HAIZ. especially this week. damn shitty week can. ok besides contacts. OH YAH. today is such a dreadful day for my eyes. during trng, DURING, yah. was doing some drills then suddenly feel something fly into my left eye then was rubbing it from the outside. then i think i crushed it or smth, couldnt see. then when change drills that time jenzi was like, jocelyn you have smth in your eye. looks like some insect. I ALMOST SCREAMED CAN!!!!! then was like trying to get it out. and yes i succeeded and yes, it looks like an insect. SO DISGUSTED LAH!!!!!!!! having goosebumps le. i thin ki have a phobia of insects lah. really. the vending machines also have some i dunno what insects. i would rather walk a longer distance then see them. EEW. ok. next week is sabs week. haha. fun. erm, lets hope its fun. haha. and theres trng on mon. during break. LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!! im looking forward to monday!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. so sad, have to wait 2 days before monday comes by. haha. ok. lots of CIP these two months. haha. yah. have this erm selling of notebooks i think. then ushering or smth like that, then taking care of spice garden i think. haha. interesting. and i dont want to stand in front of the class! stress can! haiyo. register no. 1 very cham leh. haiz. okok. too much le. gtg now bye!!!

|| At 9:39 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


saddened.
♥Thursday, July 21, 2005.

sigh. moody these few days. sickening lah. cant stand her lor! so damn act can! act cool, act cute, act clever. whatever lor, all the ACBCs. damn lah. haiz.stop commenting lor! if you want you go lah!!! haiz. comment so much then criticise us. please lor! you think we are that good? you think we are as good as you? yah. whatever. you and your rubbish. hate her. haiz. but have to tolerate with her lah. bleh. whatever. so tired today. took out contacts then was like so giddy when put on specs cuz my actual specs is with the optician cuz it has scratches. haha. so can only get it back tmr. then this specs is erm i think 1 or 2 years old. WAHAHA. so very giddy cuz of the astigmatism lor!!!! it increased so it makes me feel giddy if i put on old specs. haha. ok. shall go watch korean drama with my mum so i wont have to read newspaper. if she asks i'll just say i feel very giddy. but its the truth!!! haha. sleepy lah. okok. shall go now. bye!!!

|| At 9:38 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


this is such a bad week
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bleh. feeling so tired all of a sudden. SIGH. saddened, dunno why. shitty week for me. except for contacts and not failing geog. haha lame! ok at least this week is ending soon, and next week is sabs week!!!! haha. got into cheerleading and renewable energy. haha. ok. oops. im supposed to be doing my MIL now. aiyah whatever. i shall work till midnight tonight. mrs chang says she wants to see more info. haha. she is so damn funny lor. haha. and i survived a day with contacts!!!! woo hoo. one full day! haiz. cham like dunno what. ok. today bought dance shoes. haha. so funny. and we tried doing split but obviously i am too inflexible lor! haha. but this will help sit and reach! thats good. cuz that station is so arg!!! haha. lame. ok. todays trng had P6 students coming through DSA. fun. wahaha. there was a girl from shuqun! haha. hmm. dont think i did well today. shucks. ok. JIA YOU EVERYONE! after trng went to coro. haha. ate fries and drank bubble tea. haha. went there with shiyu, jenzi, liqin and vernice. haha. so damn funny ok! vernice, jenzi, ahiyu and me became yun fus today!!! haha. liqin didnt. she so normal lor!!! haha. shes so cute!!! haha. but before that so stupid. stupid me!!! i was at the busstop, then was going to go up the bus, then i rmb something. i left the ball in school! damn pathetic lor!!!! then had to go back and get it. im very paranoid after last time. hmm. so i went to coro myself. forgot which bus to take then was like hesitating. and someone left their watch at the rockwall!!!!!!!!! please claim it from me tmr!!!! i like become lost and found counter... oh i found out whose watch le! haha. ok. tmr no trng. but dunno lah, maybe doing some drills or smth. haha. ok. need to go do hmwk le. bye!!!

|| At 8:20 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


feel like crying...
♥Wednesday, July 20, 2005.

hi. really feel like crying. really saddened. why be so tight up? relax a bit. dont breakdown in the middle of class. you can do it. i know. i trust you. i can tell that you are a confident person, judging from your presentations in class. but, if you think its our fault that this project is stuck in such a big mess, fine. really. ok. shall stop brooding over this. just get it over and done with. damn it. ok. today woke up at the same time even though i asked my mum to wake me up earlier in case i couldnt put on contacts successfully. haha. then wanted to put on. damn funny lah. i took the left one out, put it in the right eye, went back to get the other one, then discovered i put it wrongly! so had to take it out and replace it in the other one. damn stupid. but it was raining so the school bus was about 5min late. thank goodness. haha. ok. first lesson was math. mrs chang was talking about the dot diagrams and stem and leaf diagrams. sleepy lah. almost fell asleep. ok. then was lang arts. then was recess. went to get warm water from the yong tau fu stall. burnt my hand cuz was trying to close the thermo flask but it was too full then water spilt out. haha. then was IPW. haha.our group will be presenting in week 6 because there is sabs next week!!!! yay!!! haha. then was chinese. thought we were presenting today but we werent cuz the teacher wasnt free. haha. so ours is tmr. haha. my poor hand got burnt for nothing! haha no lah. then was lunch. actually had team run but didnt have cuz very few people wanted to run. so sad. then was geography. damn funny lah. AND I PASSED MY GEOG TEST!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! unbeilievable lah. got 12/15!!!! omg!!!!!! haha. finally passed goeg test. WAHAHA. then went to take out contacts cuz opticial said must try to get used to contacts everyday by wearing for a few hours a day, and increasing as it goes on until it can be wore for the whole day. wahaha. lets try tmr cuz tmr got trng. scared though.HAHA. today was so damn embarassed lah. REALLY. think that person hates me now!!!!! bleh. went home then no one was home. mum went swimming lah! haha. ok. done lots of research on cha2 dao4. now eyes very blur cuz the words were too small and im still trying to get used to contacts. haha. aiyo. better go take out now and let my eyes rest. yea. i really should. haha. sigh. i am not really happy with my own life now. as in performance so far. sigh. and im going for teacher's day audition! haha. with catherine and zixin. and we hve decided to sing a song. eek sounds retarded right! haha no lah. SHE song i think. yea jenzi must be going crazy right! haha. but my singing sucks lah. haha. dont think we can make it pass the audition. haha. no must have confidence! haha. okok. i think i am becoming a super naggy person or should i say aunty. haha. okok. so cham. my room is in a big mess. my life too. SIGH. ok. bye

|| At 9:22 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


contacts feels so weird!!!
♥Tuesday, July 19, 2005.

haha. today is a erm...dunno what kind of day lah. ok. btw i am feeling hardworking today, so i finished my History SIA. WAHAHA. its due on fri. ok. todays first period was math. then was chinese. had other groups presenting. that teacher really damn scary lah!!! scary... haha. then was PE. todays PE is so fun!!! 5 rounds round the track and court!!!!!! so fun ok!!!!!!! haha. then played smth like tennis. haha. so fun!!! then was recess for us. then was mass dance. learnt the waltz thingy again. haha. then was class contact time. then was lunch. did duty. haha. then what did i do? i also forgot. cant rmb a single thing. then was art. haha. i am so proud of my artwork!!!! haha. then was trng. only for about 1hr. then went to watch seniors. then went home at about 6.30. went home, bathed and went to 399. wanted to develop photo but it slipped my mind. damn dead lor. then went to get contacts. haha. spent 1/2 hr trying to get the right one to go in. haha. the left one was more successful. did it in about 5 min. then took out and put back again. haha. spent lesser time. HAHA. my vision very blurred leh!!! haha. nvm will get used to it one. haha. okok. too much crap le. im like using one line to describe 1hr. WAHAHA. and i dunno if i want to buy grad mag. cuz its $20!!!!! tsktsk. let me tell my mum i will save up for it. haha. dont think she will allow lor!!! haha. ok whatever. eyes feel a bit dry now. better go sleep. must wake up eariler tmr in case i cant put the contacts in. HAHAHA. ok.bye!!

|| At 10:23 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


back again!
♥Monday, July 18, 2005.

hallo.great accomplishments today wahaha.ok...please stop leaving skipping ropes at the rockwall!!! i now have two unclaimed skipping ropes!!! please come and claim it!!!wahaha. straight shuttle rocks. haha. okok. i am being darn lame here. wahahaha. sylvester cat is so cute!!! i mean catherine's cat lah. erm stuffed toy cat. haha. lame. i have eaten i dunno how many thousand ice creams today!!! haha. so cham. so fat le!!! wahaha. ok. my life is in quite a big mess now. really. erm my room too. haha. so tired of every single thing that annoys me. YEA. people are irritating me like mad lah. bleh. at least i dont see them besides then. crappy. i am easily annoyed. really. but at least im better now. i dont just give you a cold stare and ignore you for the whole day. but my ex-tablemate, yining has endured that. i dunno how. HAHA. but she has really thought me smth that i might not have known. haiz. never will i forget what i have learnt. keep smiling! haha. but i really cant do that ok. haha. i am an easily stressed up person. haha. so cham right! haha. very full now. bloated. haha. i am looking how letters are being stuffed inside my files after replying. im looking at how my CD cases are broken. im looking at how messy my table is. HAHA. my pathetic room. my pathetic life. SIGH. ok. shall go clear up the cupboard and hope to find my CD. bye!!!

|| At 10:12 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


im hating you more and more...
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bleh lah. oops almost forgot about fullstops thing. haha. damn lah. feeling damn shit. failed my history test. yea. thank you very much, i didnt study elements of eightfold path and 8marks gone for that question. shucks. my studies are deproving man, better go study hard. bleh. shit. first lesson was speech trng. then was science. Mrs See was so damn angry with us today. but she suceeded in making people think. YEA. cool right! haha. lame like dunno what. and i dunno, im paranoid! haha. i keep thinknig theres the smell of chinese leek and agar on my ruler. WAHAHA. then was recess. rushed out brochure so didnt study for hist. died for history. damn it. haiz. studdy harder jocelyn!!!!!!! bleh lah. ok then was chinese. eek i dont like the teacher grading us for our SIA! shes so strict. haha. our presentation will most probably be on wed. haha. but she expects us to be prepared by tmr. haha. ok then was lunch. went for team run, ran at the basement carpark. haha yea i agree, we should do this more often this is so fun!!! haha. then was lang arts. Mrs Tan's storytelling skills are superb!!! haha, she made me cry in class. really lah, not kidding. so touching. haha. then went for third lang. i think i am going to fail jap too. BLEH. so crappy. die le lah!!!! cham like dunno what. then went to take neoprints!!! haha. in school uni, no, in PE. haha. so funny lah!!! and qitian got scolded by the AUNTY for kicking the machine. HAHA. damn it lah! so demoralised!!! i am so behind, i havent even hand in xue xi dang an yet lor!!!!! diediedie. haiyah.and i have just finished biological drawing of chinese leek or whatever that is lah. thank goodness no need to draw agar. my agar so out of shape one. HAHA. okok. shall go do homework and study now. must be guai. ok bye!

|| At 7:28 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i am getting contacts!!!
♥Sunday, July 17, 2005.

yay!!! im getting contacts!!! and i finally fixed my blogskin!!!! haha...ok no relevance haha. i shall refrain from using the three dots to seperate sentences. yes i am improving on this. WAHAHA. lame like what. ok. today went to jurong point. bough a new notebook and 5 mini double marker/pen, whatever you call it. also bought adidas perfume cuz the one i bring to school has finished. so cham. and i need it cuz i stink after trng. WAHAHA. thats the truth, mind you. btw. perfume costs 40+. haha. this is getting fun. ok then mum wanted to count it as my birthday present. WAHAHA. but she was nice and decided not to. then went to 399. went to see if could fix specs. OBVIOUSLY IS CANNOT. must change the lens of the specs. then mum decided to get contacts for me, so that became birthday present. ok that reminds me: yining's birthday present. WAHAHA. ok. she called me then told me she saw this cute little pillow at i forgot what price, then she asked me to pay for it. WAHAHA. so cham right! SORRY YINING!!! haha. ok. then went to cut my hair. hairdresser was so nice. after she cut she even tied my hair up so i could see the length! so nice right. the previous hairdressers was OMG lor. haha. btw my hair now is very short i think. haha. but still can be tied up lah. ok. finished lots of things today: studied Japanese and History, fixed my pathetic blogskin, and i forgot what else. told you le, my memory is so pathetic until i cant rmb what i did. ok whatever, going to get my contacts on Tues. wahahahaha. so happy. ok. actually i prefer typing using three dots. haha. but i shall try. wahaha. am gonna die for Jap. dunno why. dont really seem to like Jap that much now. haiz, but i still wont quit lah. so must really jia you for all these tests lah. or else my mum gonna kill me. so cham. WORK HARED JOCELYN!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! i hope. WAHAHA. im getting lamer. ok. shall go study history agian. i dont feel that all confident about it. damn. BYE!!!!

|| At 6:33 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


blogskin took me 3 to 4hr to reconfigure
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haiyo...this blogskin ah...almost killed me ok...i started from at about 8 or 9...and whats the time now??? 12+...haiz...so cham right...and in the end...i didnt do much to it...cuz i couldnt put in the image...and i couldnt even centralise it lah!!! cuz at first i put in hte pic...then asked jenzi help me test it out cuz the IE on my com is a bit mad...then she said cant access the blog link...so went to see whats wrong...and it took me 1hr...before i deleted the pic ...and still couldnt find anything wrong...then finally...removed then centralising...damn it lah...its that that made my blog so disastrous lor...hayo...so cham...okok...i think i should reconsider putting in all the entries...yea i better do that...cuz going archives is very mafan...but i spent lots of time trying to change one of the on-site links lah...haha...finally found out it can be changed by canging the id of the division...damn stupid lah me...haha...no...should be happy...cuz i finally succeeded...phew...finally can go sleep le...sigh...tmr is a busy day!!!! okok...bye!!!

|| At 12:19 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


mi la ke sha ke...that means milkshake btw
♥Saturday, July 16, 2005.

ahahahaha...ok...went to catherine's house to do chinese project...haha..we are now allergic to the words 'zhong guo cha dao' haha...cuz we will read it in every sentence lah!!! haha...ok...did halfway then went to make milkshake...haha...so fun ok!!!!! haha...then went back to work...was so tired of the words so we replaced zhong guo cha dao with mi la ke sha ke...go read that in english lah...it means milkshake...then we were like laughing throughout the whole thing...so funny lor!!! then the sylvester cat in her house was so cute lah!!! looks so blur...then i bet you cant even stare at it for 20sec without laughing lor!!! cuz its so cute!!! maybe we should go set up booth at carnival...see who can stare at it for the longest time without laughing!!! haha...good idea huh?! oh yea...she got loads of dogs and bear stuffed toys at her house!!!! so cute!!! and she has this really big dog...and guess what...its a really big version of KOTR!!!!!! haha...really lor...so cute...haha...then today finally finished summarising everything...catherine's house is so cool!!!!!!!! really!!! and i feel outdated...*sob* haha...really...this the first time i ever seen an Xbox...REALLY! DONT LAUGH...haha...im laughing at myself...ok...had lots of trouble trying to learn how to play...haha...so fun...then her mum came back...then went to her dad's shop...SO COOL!!! haha...bought two pens there...haha...thats lame...oh yah..bought teens and teenage...havent read yet...ive got loads and loads of magazines to read lah!!!!!! havent even started!!!!! so cham...and mum is so cute!!! really...cuz when i was going out this morning then she was like nag nag nag...haha...so funny...then she said smth about not jaywalking!!!! DAMN COOL OK!!! this the first time she said that...okok...i have managed to convince her not to jaywalk...although i dunno if she still does...cuz usually she wont tell me to use the traffic lights...but i still do anyway...haha...dunno...i dont like to jaywalk...so even if i have to walk a longer distance just to reach the traffice light i wont mind lor!!!! haha...really...haha...mum was so funny...but ok...at least do my part...dont jaywalk!!!! haha...ok...i need to pack up my room lah!!!!! i cant find my CDs!!!!!! i want my super J-pop ballade but i cant find it anywhere in the room!!!!! bleh lah...i want to listen!!!! and BOA's CD also!!! where are they????? haiz...shall go pack up someday...haha...tmr need to study history and japanse...jap common test on mon...hist...forget le...but still must study!!! cannot fail...and i need to prove to my parents that my results wont slip...but currently it is...and i better pass my geography quiz or i will die a dreadful death ok...bah...and i know some stupid show offs...bleh lah...hate them...dont try to act cool or anything...i am not amused by those kind of people... okok...looking forward to mon cuz we going for team run during lunch!!! haha....so fun ok!!! haha...then tues got trng...haha...but im not looking forward to jap common test though...hope i dont fall asleep during the test...haha...wont lah...if i do i just have to do what i usually do: pinch my arm!!!! really...its either that or i slap myself...i have no choice...but after that will still feel sleepy...so cham right...haha...but agian...no quitting!!! haha...must jia you..cannot quit...and my nails are growing!!!!!!! thats so great man!!!!! oh...and i want to cut my hair!!!!!!!! its too long!!!!! cant stand it lah...okok...too much crap le...shall go off...BYE!!! oh and yea...i can feel it getting stronger now...DONT GIVE UP!!! we can do it!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

|| At 8:42 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


respect it please...
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hey...didnt know i could wake up so ealry without my mum waking me...haha...no lah...actually...thought today had school so woke up at 5+ then realised today was saturday and went back to sleep...but woke up again at 8.30 cuz couldnt sleep le...sigh...dunno what i am thinking...the image just keeps popping up in my mind...i cant stop it...ok...the previous matter is over...now is another one...sigh...i am really really tired of it can! sigh...some people have been complaining about my moodswings...so sorry!!!! i really cant stand it anymore lah...bleh...show it some respect, will you??? btw...'it' is not a person...bleh...sigh...still cant forget about it...i am so tired of all this...ok whatever lah...ok...last night my mum was watching some show or smth...then her doctor was on the tv!!!! haha...i didnt recognise him lah...cuz i thought he couldnt speak chinese...but actually he could...cuz only went with my mum once...so sort of forget le...went in january i think...haiz...but please dont remind me of it...lalala...ok..going to do project later...haha...we so cham...given half a year to complete it...we havent even started on it...and presentation is next week...wahaha...nvm...shall go do some research now...bye!!!

|| At 8:22 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


dont remind me of it...please...
♥Friday, July 15, 2005.

hallo...today was a very very tiring day...my mind has been blank since this morning...i dunno why...ok...today had no lessons...had FOA activities for the whole day...first was take the international competition for schools(english)...my mind went blank lor...i almost fell asleep at the passage on DNA...but PHONICS is cool!!!!!!! new love: science fiction books!!! haha...then after that was break...went with Shiyu to comp lab to print things out...then had the costume thing...haha...so cute...then had mass dance...quite fun...then was movie screening...THE THIRD STORY IS DAMN SCARY LAH...EEW...creepy...disgusting...haha...so cham...ok...then was break again...then was traditional games...fun!!! haha...then go to hall...did cheering...yay!!! cheering rocks!!! haha...thats nice... but now voice is horrible...haha...then thought there was trng...so went to rockwall...then a teacher came and chased us out...then we went to look for ms loo...she said she got permission...so went back...that teacher came again...so we told her...then she was like, ok... then i think she went to look for ms loo...i dont know...i saw her coming from second level...haha...dunno lah...then went for one big round around the school...then when we finished, had water break...then when about to start the VP came and said trng can only resume at 4...haha...but she was very nice...then ms loo cancelled trng...so we didnt go back home...haha...then was chitchatting at the tent there lah...haha...cried...dunno for what...HAIZ...thanks a lot!!!!! really appreciated it...haha ...then watched seniors train...then was going to rain...checked the hall if it was empty...then later went up...we were so bored then we went to train on our own...haha...first only did passes...then later did drills...haha...we practised at the side...lalala...i love straight shuttle!!! especially the 'high' pass...dunno whats that called...haha...love highest point too...HAHA...ok...then stopped raining...so we went down to the court...then lazed around at the rockwall first...haha...then went to do some passes and shooting...haha...then claudia, ying yan, joleen and me started getting into retarded mood...then invented some new songs!!! haha...first was claudia invented...about few weeks ago ba...haha...then today invented 3!!! HAHA...damn lame lah...then we were doing for jenzi they all to see...SO FUNNY!!!!!!! haha...ok...probalby invented 4...cuz for the last one we used the same lyrics...HAHA...i almost died laughing...ok...today is a very tiring day...sigh...feeling like crap today...what is wrong with me... bleh...sheesh...okok...nails are growing longer...thats good...okok...shant bite them anymore...lalala...my room's aircon is gonna spoil soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAH...everything in my whole house is breaking down lah!!!!!! haiyo...so cham one...haha...stupid aircon...been giving me so much problem since we bought it! ITS PLUG CAUGHT FIRE ONCE OK!!!! bleh...PATHETIC LIKE MAD...haha...okok...i am being so dam lame here...going off le..BYE!!!

|| At 9:17 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i cant survive without my handphone...HAHA
♥Thursday, July 14, 2005.

hey...i am finally back from dance night...and i have a sore throat!!! haha...ok...today was not a very interesting day...a very sleepy day indeed...haha...first lesson was lang arts...haha...had to do scarlet ibis presentation...lala...i was acting as the evil brother...haiz...but its not the performance that was going to earn the marks...it was the critique...bleh...ok...then was cihnese...nothing much...then recess...then geography...mr lim wasnt in school...so went to library to do research for the goeg worksheet...bleh...ok then was science...almost fell asleep...but this topic is really interesting...diffusion, osmosis and active transport...osmosis rocks!!!! haha...im mad...then was lunch...haiyo...that person really got attitude problem lah!!! so damn qian zou...bleh...then was math...then was CME...haha...went to some interesting parts of our school that were named after people...interesting...haha...ok...something really really serious happened today lah...you dont seem to care much though...and from what i know about you, i know you wouldnt...haiz...then had trng...bleh...i cant do a proper shoulder pass with my right hand...and i hit my thumb with the ball and it looks a little swollen...haiz...okok...my nails are growing and im elated!!!! happy!!!! wahaha...shall not go bite it...okok...after trng went to bathe in the toilet cuz had dance night...aiyo...we practically stood there and stoned...and the school looks so beautful at night...especially_______ _____...haha...really...it looks really great...and touching...the rain makes it even more beautiful...haiz...haha....ok me and jenzi ended up screaming and screaming...thats why my throat is hurting...haha...hope can heal by tmr...ok...tmr got the international competition for schools (english)...haiz...then is a whole day of FOA fringe...and BTW...damn...i need to go take pics again...STUPID!!!! cuz the deadline for the photography exhibition has been extended to Jul 20...BLEH...what crap...i am supposed to take lah!!!! but i dunno what to take!!!! HELP!!!!!! bleh...i need to go do my math independant learning by tmr...ok...i just finished my chinese portfolio...but havent print cuz my printer has officially broken down...must bring to school and print...must print out math ws too...am feeling very sleepy now...bye!!!

|| At 11:12 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


jocelyn...STOP biting your nails!!
♥Tuesday, July 12, 2005.

arg...damn me...i cant stop biting my nails when im bored at home...i dont bite in school cuz i am too busy...but when im at home i start to bite!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARG............OMG...............cant i just get rid of this stupid bad habit???????????????? bah...ok...i am back with more crap...as i am typing i am still biting...HELP..........whatever lah...i am gonna resort to sticking tape so i cant bite...AH......damn it...i cant stop...ok whatever...shall go off..bye...you better stop biting your nails beore i bandage up the whole hand!

|| At 9:01 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i am being too paranoid i guess
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wahaha...i am finally back...ok...today first period was math...then was speech trng...wahaha... chinese speech trng is so damn fun lah!!!! ok...then was PE...ran four rounds today...woo...so fun...haha... ok...then was recess...then was mass dance...learnt the waltz thing lah...HAHA...so funny lah...then was lunch...then went to support for the judo competition...haidee brought skittles there...haha...and we helped her finish it!!! haha...ok...then went to TPY sports hall...haha...when i go there my butt will rot!!!! haha...really...cuz i dont stand up often...then i get stuck to the seat...haha...but actually stood up for about a few minutes to do cheers...yay...love doing cheering!!! haha...ALMOST lost my voice...haha...but now my voice is very low...cuz i cant go high pitched!!! wah...i sound horrible...and i think i have a sore throat...haha...so pathetic...ok...this is a very short post...haha...ok...then qi tian, ying yan, xing xuan and me went back to school...haha...wanted to play or do running...but was raining heavily when we reached...then we took two umbrellas and went to SAC to borrow badminton rackets...haha...borrow 3 shuttlecocks...then ying yan hit 2 above the second level erm...railing??? nonono...its just this wall there lah...then she hit it over...then we changed place in case anymore got stuck up there...then senior saw the 2 shuttlecocks and threw them down...haha...laughed like mad...then still got one more stuck up there...i mean...bah...dunno how to explain lah...nvm...then didnt return until very late...oops...SORRY!!!!!!! ok...then took 67 with ying yan and xing xuan cuz ying yan wanted to replace her ez-link card...but when we reached there it was like 6.30 then the place close le!!!!!!!!!!! bah...so sad ok!!!!!!!! we spent one hour going there then close!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...nvm lah...can go tmr or smth...oh yah...tmr got third lang...oops...i am deproving...SO CHAM RIGHT...shall try to improve...but i cant stop feeling sleepy in class..but shall not give up...cuz its really a very good chance to be able to learn third lang...so i shall not quit no matter what...ok...and my shirt and skirt today...looks horrendous...like crap lah!!! cuz in the morning we played...then the ball rolled onto the grass patch...then picked it up continue then i got the ball first...and i pulled it down to my skirt and yea...there was a great brown patch on the pocket...WAHAHA...then was PE...had to do situps on the floor...so obviously(cum the sweat)...haha...then the hong zi...was coimng out from the school after playing badminton...then xing xuan go bounce the ball on the floor....then i was holding waterbottle in one hand...then i had to hold the ball also...then had to take out my wallet...then no choice...had to balance the ball on my pocket...and yea...i got another patch on the hongzi...WAHAHA...my mum didnt see...or else she would have screamed...and please lah!!!! they didnt even ask for the photos!!!!! GRR...so stressed up about it...OH YAH...saw yidan at the judo competition...she competed...not today lah...haha...but was there for prize presentation... okok...and today i ate lots and lots of sweets...isnt that nice...i am growing fatter and fatter...bah...okok...so you all want to run tmr????? if you want must start telling them hor!!!! or else sure gan bu ji...haha...and dont try sms...will die waiting for reply...haha...oh...and i finished a sketch of a scene in a comic....hmm...its so touching...cried when i first read this comic...its damn cool!!!!!! lalala...its about a love story during ancient japan...so touching...haha..okok...probably shall go redo my MIL...bah...probably tmr...haha...ok...and the FOA tattoo is nice...haha...bought one...okok...i am crapping...ok lah...go off le...BYE

|| At 7:53 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


hope you can find it back ok!!!
♥Monday, July 11, 2005.

hallo...ok...today is such a tiring day...ok...was very slack lah...ok...todays the opening of FOA...yea...not bad for a start...ok...so had this nice and creative badge...wahaha...wore it around for the whole day...WAHAHA...ok...first lesson was CL...did li jie wen da...supposed to hand in by today...but i couldnt finish it...BLAH...i am gonna risk getting scolded by teacher...actually wanted to go back to school after third lang to hand it in...but decided not to...then was lang arts...SCARLET IBIS IS GREAT!! its really a very interesting story...its such a sad story...ok...then was recess...then was science lab lesson...cut onion today...HAHA...its fun!!! then put the erm...forgot whats the name le under the microscope...then draw the cell...haha...then was history...blah...cant find my notebook...and i cant stand my marks lah...SHEESH...ok...then he also returned the SIA...haiz...ok...by this week i need to hand in Chi portfolio and math indepedant learning...haiz...and i cant seem to get the blue colour off my fingers!!! WAH...looks so freakingly ugly...and i have just made a resolution: stop biting nails...cuz can tell that its very damn ugly...ESPECIALLY WHEN STAINED WITH BLUE INK...better stop...bad habit since young...tried to kick it but obviously failed...and i am thinking of using CIF to scrub out the colour...bah...late for assembly...oops...so cham...shall never be late again...then was third lang...spilt F&N grape all over my shirt and skirt...BAH...pathetic...ok...then went home lor...and now im stuck at home...wahahahaha...but at least i can use the com...and ying yan i think you better go call the bus company...maybe someone really picked it up lor...just go try lah...better then not trying at all!!! and thank goodness it terminates at boon lay...okok...hope you find it ok!!!!! tmr cant go for trng cuz need to go watch the judo finals at TPY sports hall...sad cuz cant go trng!!!! ok...but must do running during break time...so im going to run during PE(recess) and during lunch...yea...nice...haha...okok...enough of crapping around...got to go now...bye

|| At 7:02 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


science SIA...BLUE FINGERS!!!
♥Sunday, July 10, 2005.

hallo...woke up at 7.30 today...damn lah...should have slept longer..HAHA...ok...today went to Janice's house to do Science SIA...damn SIA lah...almost died...ok...reached her house at about 9.20...JANICE WASNT EVEN AWAKE YET OK!!!!! haha...first thing we did: help Janice find her specs...WAHAHA...ok...then dismantled the previous prototype we did...damn it lah...we spent like...the whole day doing that!!!! then found out that red tape cannot be burnt...rubbish...ok... started doing new prototype...wahaha...used egg frying pan to make...ELLE-OH-ELLE can...BUT IT STILL WORKED!!! and i burnt my poor thumb...was heating a cn of water above those stupid dumb candles...and BTW...we used up i think 100+ candles this week and last week combined...haha....im gonna laugh to death lah...ok let me continue about my pathetic thumb...was buring burning buring...then suddenly the wind blew towards the direction im in...and OUCh...I BURNT MY THUMB...tsktsk...so cham right...at first still ok...then about half an hour later the thumb turned PURPLE ok!!! we took a pic of that...haha...me and catherine brought our cams then we were like TAKE PIC TAKE PIC!!! haha...ok...talking about taking photos...before that was even more funny...we were trying to boil water using mescafe bottles...you know...those kind that contains coffee powder??? ok whatever...then we were trying to burn it...IT WAS GLASS...so we thought it wouldnt break or anything lah...then we go get Janice's fish pond water and tried to boil it using that lah...and we burn and burn and burn...then we heard a crack...then we were like...do you hear smth?...yea i think so...then catherine reached out for her cam...then suddnely...the whole bottomw of the glass bottom came off then the water spilt over thecandles lah then we were like OMG...WAHAHA...btw...if you wanna see the broken bottle you can ask to see it on monday...cuz we put all the things we used into plastic bags and im bringing it tmr!!! so i can dump it in class!!! and stink up the whole class with water...HAHA...no lah...but our first attempt in distillating water was disastrous lor....the water was even more yellowish before we even filtered it lah...PATHETIC...and then we ended up painting the A4 size box blue..Janice house didnt have paintbrush cuz she left them in school...then we painted the box blue with shredded cardboard pieces lah...and we got our hands blue..and i cant wash it off entirely!!! WAH...i dont want to go to school in this state!!!!!! and then when we finished science SIA...me and janice did the journal...we wrote practically crap lor....then did zuo wen...woohoo...didnt know i can crap out so much stuff that my zuo wen fills up 3 pieces of paper!!!!! YAY...and then did the photo for the photography exhibition...bah...then used adobe to do editing...damn lah...already forgot how to use quickmask...its one of the most important feature lah!!!! bah...but i rmb another nice feature...MERGE DOWN!!!! wahaha...ok..im being lame here...then asked liang hui to help print it out...thanks!!! ok lots of people to thank...thanks Catherine for lending the book!!! thanks Janice for helping me!!! Thanks liang hui for printing!!! yea....and we almost burnt janice's house down!!! wahaha...no lah...we actually did the buring in her room...then Catherine spilt the bottle of fish pond water two times...HAHA...then she decided not to touch it...and they both so li hai...i dont dare to use that damn lighter lah...haha...sorry lah...i am very scared...and this is the first time i had SO MUCH contact with fire...haha...ok...after we fnished adobe thingy...went back...on the mrt was so pathetic lah...holding on to this big box...contains specimens we made ok!!!!! then went to cheers to buy a can of F&N cherry...lalala...finished in within a minute...YAY...haha... pathetic like shit...haha...but i finished a pack of green tea within 10 secs...WOOHOO...ok...then went on the bus...damn pissed off with the attitude of the people lah...there was this group of people who came up the bus...then at one of the stops, i think on e of them pressed the bell...i dont know if it was accidental or intentional...then there was no one getting down lor...then that group were like shouting: close the door lah...no one is getting down...then when the bus driver didnt close right...they started shouting vulgarities lah...stupid...like hallo...its not his fault right?! its YOURS...if someone really had to get down? (because it was a sardine-like bus...then the bus driver cant really see whos gonna get down) its the bus driver responsibilty to look out for passengers if they wanted to get down...and they are blaming the bus driver for it...sheesh...and please...let me tell you...if you ever press the STOP bell accidentally...JUST APPOLOGISE..IT WONT KILL...sheesh...ok so damn angry...ended up looking pissed throughout the whole journey....and i cant type properly with my left hand cuz i cut the tip of my index finger...i dont know how i cut it lah!!!!!! PATHETIC...looks like a deep cut to me...but i seriously dont know how i cut it...ok...probably while opening the can...bah...ok...the aircon in my room is making this damn freaky noise...bah...okok...shall go do some sketching and go write yining's testimonial...bye...

|| At 9:27 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


cry and get dehydrated...oh well...prefer the sports method...
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wahaha...that yining huh...make me write her testimonials at 11+...and dragged on until 12 midnight...and she expects me to write her another one now...yea...ok..ned to go janice's house to do project tmr...okok...i am very tired...just changed blogskin...isnt this skin cute...haha...and i just finished sketching this manga girl crying...and i ended up crying too...wahaha...so pathetic...and i really love this storyline lah...its so touching...i shall go sketch somemore tmr...or probably mon..cuz i want to sketch in my book!!!!!!!! I MISS MY SKETCHBOOK LAH!!!! SAD...haha..okok...i got to go sleep onw...later cant wake up tmr...then i die ok!!!!! haha...okok...bye...*yawn*..oh!!! and i got the blog title to appear!!! yay!!!!!! wahaha...took me 5 min to configure that...haha...okok..shall go now...bye...

|| At 12:19 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


compo sucks!!!
♥Saturday, July 09, 2005.

wahaha...i didnt go johor...so spent the whole day lazing around the comp...and i finished my bio ws...compo...halfway through...bah...compo sucks lah...lalala...feeling so much better after looking at my comp screen...haiz...but im still reminded of it every single moment...sheesh...haiz...i am replaying the words i read...every single moment i am awake...i cant stop thinking about it still...haiz...but at least its over now...sigh...ok nvm...i cant think of anything to sketch!!!!!! bah...and my sketchbook is still in school...OMG...my nicest works are all inside...WAH...i want it back!!!!!! i am so sad...i want to draw...hmm...cant find the other sketchbook...aiyo...i better go clean up my pathetic room...and i need to go take photo...it was due on fri lah...and i havent handed it in...tsktsk...and the exhibition is on tues according to the website!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT...i am so damn dead...so i am gonna take phtos tmr...hope i can get something nice...bah...tmr got lots of things to do...science SIA...compo...photo taking....haiz...what crap lah...ok...i am so lazy now...bah...ok...shall go search for pics to sketch...bye

|| At 9:15 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


i hate myself
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bah.......i feel so guilty...if not for me nothing like this would have happened...i am so devastated...i dont want to think about it...but it just keeps popping up in my mind...i cant stop thinking about what i have done...yes...i cant handle failure well...i have been like this...it takes my a few months to recover from these kind of situations...it just keeps reminding me of what i have done...i end up crying...alone...i appear to have no worries...but i cant tell what i am feeling...these few days, my mood has been very bad...qi tian knows that...SORRY!!!...i just cant bring myself to face reality...bah...i want to forget about it...but when i see it...i feel my heart breaking into pieces...sigh.......although it isnt there anymore...but when i see it...it still makes me sad...what have i been doing??? haiz...going johor later...i really want to stop thinking about this...ok...shall go off now...bye...

|| At 1:03 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


would you mind disappearing out of my sight???
♥Friday, July 08, 2005.

sheesh...so damn angry with some stupid idiots...haiz...sheesh...why did they do such a thing??? incorrigible idiots lah...ok whatever...i am not letting go of it any more...i am gonna hold on to it for LIFE...SHEESH...bah...ok...today was youth day celebration...SO NICE RIGHT!!! haha...ok...then first was auction of teachers' items...then was setting up of stalls...YAY i helped set up the stall!!! haha...yea...then bought some jelly and ice lollies...then went walking around with janice and qi tian...then met ying yan and shiyu on the way...then went to dye hair...then had to let down the hair...then went to play water games...haha...i think we spent about $10 per person on that lah!!! but it was so fun!!! haha...then seniors also joined in...haha...and walking around the school barefooted is disgusting...agree ying yan? haha...then went to rinse and put on shoes...felt so much comfortable...at least dont have to worry about stepping on things...then went for shift at our class's stall...lalala...then went to gave all the extra ice lollies to 2/6...haha...then we went to the netball court...played full court...lalala...then went to hall...was sleepy ok...then went to netball court again...then wanted to sleep on the bench...but couldnt...so went to SAC...so nice...then was sleeping peacefully until they started playing with the ball and woke up cuz it was too noisy...haha...then went to netball court again...then tried out the drill we did ytd...my lob is shit lah...i cant throw lob properly!!! haiz...shall go practise more...and fell down at the court...hmm...on my right knee...haha...then went to play badminton with seniors...haha...still cant serve properly...haha...and fell at the rockwall too...cuz the floor was too slippery...haha...then went to coro...bought lime ice blended...hmm...at first is sour, then was bitter...haha...but its nice...i think its acidic though...haha...cuz like corroding my stomach...haha...no lah...not so kua zhang...took bus to bukit batok mrt...haha...ok...i am very sleepy...oh...CIF ROCKS!!! still prefer the name JIF though...haha...BUT I AM NOW SO DAMN ANGRY...if i know who you are you are gonna die a dreadful death ok!!!! BAH...sheesh...very very angry...RUBBISH...ok...not in a very good mood now...bleh...ok..bye

|| At 7:06 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Penguin on the loose!!! AH!!!!!!
♥Thursday, July 07, 2005.

haha...i am back to bieng a penguin...erm...probably ...ok...wait...got to go find TWINs cd...it is somewhere in my room...but i dont know where it is...bah...its probably in my discman...bah...ok...shall go check...ok...i am back...i cant find it..haiz...nvm...ok...i just found out that i bought around 20 original cds...WAHAHAHA...say no to piracy!!! haha...diaoz...ok...but then please lah...just buy original...but now i seldom listen cds...cuz my discman has gone a bit...erm...MAD...so forget it lah...btw...i found super J-pop Ballade lyrics book!!! now isnt it nice that i can read hiragana...WAHAHA...ok...but i still like the songs...ok...but...i cant find the discs!!!! bah...i have been losing lots and lots of things...so damn stupid lah...ok..i am stuck in a big mess...ok..first thing, need to ask Mr Lim Kok Boon when must hand in the photo for the exhibition...haiyo...was asking the class about the fringe activities, then no one wanted to join lah..bah...then it was compulsory for each class to submit one entry..guess what...i had to do it myself..NO ONE VOLUNTEERED !!! ok..nvm...ok..today had dance...i have a feeling that dance is gonna kill me ok...stretch here stretch there...haiz...nothing interesting today...training...had this circuit thing...almost fainted after finishing........tiring ok!!! i cant sprint fast enough...bah...must improve on my sprint...whoa...not bad eh...this entry has been typed soley with my left hand!!! hahaha...so far ba...FOUND IT...ok...and todays muscle ache is terrible...thigh muscle started aching during the last drill...then after that almost collapsed...ok...too weak le...then played 1/2 court...leg almost BROKE!...haha...no lah...not so kua zhang...ok...here is an interesting part...me and claudia took ying yan's car to bukit batok mrt...then when me and claudia reached there, we got down...walked to the mrt station...THEN...i found out that my wallet wasnt inside my pocket...BAH...almost screamed lah...then me and claudia were standing there...i thought i left it in school...but phew...i dropped it in ying yan's car...SORRY YING YAN!!!!! so sorry!!! then claudia lent me some money to buy the standard ticket lah...wahaha...so funny ok..i thought i alighting at jurong east then i go press jurong east...haha...then claudia followed me to jurong east interchange...then she took mrt back...haha...shes so nice...but another reason was so that she could have a place to sit...haha....then i took mrt to lakeside...was going to go out...but there wasnt enough fare in the ticket lah!!! cuz its only until jurong east...so no choice, had to go to the ticket office...hmm...and thanks to that, i had change for the bus...haha...ok...tmr is youth day celebration!!! wahahaha....not bad eh...first youth day celebration...haha...ok...we are selling jellies and ice lollies...my group in the 12 to 12.30 shift...haha...oh...and i seem to have forgotten something...but i cant seem to rmb it...ok...tmr must bring cam so i can go develop the ugly pics i took for the exhibition...BAH!!!...can dont join??? haiz...so after school have to go develop photos...wah...must be 8R is it??? sheesh...xian leh...ok...go pack my bag then go play sweet schoolyard le...BYE

|| At 9:16 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


fuming with anger
♥Tuesday, July 05, 2005.

lalala...i am feeling angry...do people say lalala when they are angry? probably only me...haha...ok...felt...erm...well dunno...haha...pathetic right...i have been using lots of phrases like 'like what lah' and 'you see/know'...haha...cuz erm...oh well...confidential matters...HAHA...got see angry person laughing??? haha...no right...I KNEW IT...haha...pathetic...i am going off...BYE!!!

|| At 11:03 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Dont act...Your acting skills sucks!
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haiz...i am so hardworking(YEA) haha...no lah...i am a lazy pig(procrastinator) haha...i am mad today...dont mind me...WAHAHA...ok...went to school...then had math SIA presentation today...congratulate me...i failed!!! ok...i need to redo...bah...ok...nvm...shall make it a good job so i wont fail it again...ok...then was CL...then was PE!!! PE WAS FUN!!!! hahaha...then was recess for our class...then was mass dance...then was class contact time...haiyo...almost fainted lah...FOA fringe activites right, i am supposed to take down names...and we have NO volunteers for anything except graffitti(dunno how to spell)...and i have to volunteer myself for the phtography exhibition...bah!!!! OMG...ok...then was art...erm...art was fun too!!!...we did drawings of our hand!!! haha...first picture is the nicest though...haha...the second pic was horrendous ok..mine looked like E.T.'s finger lah...DIAOZ...haha...then was trng...erm...ok...got swollen finger(A.K.A chicken drumstick)...on my left hand...so i can still write...ok...trng was...tiring...ok...then after that shiyu, vernice and jenzi went to coro...claudia, ying yan and me stayed in school...went to popular...spent $1.25 there on sweets...haha...dont worry...not bankcrupt yet...haha...then went back to rockwall...ok...then we were chitchatting...then we went to do shooting...haha...so funny...almost died laughing there...WAHAHAHAHA...ok...want to go sleep now...i need sleep...ok..BYE!!! OH SHIT...i need to study for my geog test...wah!!!...ok...and i need to reply jenzi, joleen and shiyu...not today though...i am very busy today...haha...sorry!! and jenzi, my shirts!!!!!!!! haha...ok..bye

|| At 10:47 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


team swim!!!
♥Monday, July 04, 2005.

well i am blogging before i go sleep...ok..first...today woke up at 7...damn early lah...then went back to sleep until 8...then woke up and played comp game...WAHAHAHA...ok...i cant sleep late today...boohoohoo...ok...today went to Warren...country club i think...haha...before that was waiting for the shuttle bus and we took some photos...ying yan, jenzi, claudia and me...haha...maboon was so damn retard...WAHAHAHA...ok...shuttle bus finally came...then went on...then went there...erm...then wanted to go bowling...but bowling alley wasnt open yet...so we went to eat 'brunch' instead...yea...breakfast+lunch...haha...then after that went to swim...yay so fun ok!!! the middle of the pool was so deep!!! WAHAHA SO DAMN COOL OK!!! and i managed to swim across using freestyle...although i know im doing it wrongly...btw..one lap is 50m...haha...ok...after me and claudia swam 15 rounds, we went to the baby pool...haha...so damn fun there ok!!! we were training our arm muscles...sounds nice right...but it isnt lah...we were crawling on the floor with our hands onto the dry part of the pool...haha...like after some shipwreck then trying to get up the shore like that...diaoz...ok..then went to the sauna while ying yan changed...woohoo...the sauna there is nice...just a bit too dark...haha...maboon's butt got burnt!!! WAHAHA...no lah...sort of burnt ba...haha...then ying yan went back...then jenzi, claudia and me went back to the pool...then me and claudia decided to swim 5 more laps...so we swam...when we came back, qitian came...then she also swam lah...but she very slack lah...me and claudia swam 10 more nonstop...and in the end, me and claudia swam 30laps in total(1.5km)...hahaha...not bad ok!!!! qitian swam only 4...haha...no lah...cuz she came late mah... ok...then went to bathe...the shower so funny lah...the door can only be closed...cannot lock one...diaoz lor...ok..then after that used qitian's comb...bah...in the end had the comb stuck in my hair cuz i didnt bring conditioner...tsktsk...and you didnt see how much haired i pulled out lah...i am too violent...WAHAHAHA...ok..then we went bowling...erm...i suck at bowling lah..tsktsk...then ok...we took shuttle bus back...then jenzi had to go home...so end up claudia, qitian and I went to watch movie...wanted to watch Ice Princess...but didnt have in GV...so watched a lot like love...qitian actually wanted initial D...but claudia and i protested...and we agreed on a lot like love...and i have declared bankcrupt...haha...i even owe qitian $1.20...ok...then watched the movie...lalala...cried at the part where the guy was singing...cinema was quite empty...ok...then went home le...haha...ok...just finished my math SIA...im a genius right...finished it in 1hr...haha...no lah...actually its just editting...shit lah...tmr im the first to present lor!!!!!! SHIT LAH!!!!!!! bah...ok...tmr got PE...dunno what we gonna do...ok...better go before my mum screams...BYE!!!

|| At 10:44 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


dont blame me for being ruthless
♥Sunday, July 03, 2005.

bleh...feel damn pissed off...arg...nvm...shall forget about it...ok..went to crystal jade to eat...lalala...ate a lot ok...then went to IMM...then went to SWIM!!! lalala...but still got a bit of problem swimming...haha...penguin rmb...cant really swim well today...lalala...then went to sauna...110 degrees inside...really got 'spiak' man...haha...great...this is such a short post cuz i am stressed out with the team swim thingy...haha...spent the whole day smsing...but some people huh...dont bother to reply huh...then i am now having diffuclties trying to find out who is able to make it tmr...haha...ok...aprrox. 1/3 of them didnt reply...sad right...haha...thanks a lot Jenzi!!! think would have died if not for you lah...haha...kdkd...ok...am feeling tired now...but am happy!!! cuz tmr got team swim!!! haiz...not many going though...phew...organising things can kill me ok...i get so stressed out...and please...reply smses...it helps a lot!!! haha...i am crapping here...lalala...actually wanted to put the 20ppl thing yining put on bulletin here...but couldnt think of anyone to write...so didnt...haha..but ytd so fun...stayed up till 2...ok...am not gonig to stay up so late..will prob go at 1+...hahahaha...makes no diff...haha...I LOVE SWEET SCHOOLYARD!!! (computer game) cuz that was the game i managed to 'fix'...haha...ok...got to go discuss about tmr now...bb...

|| At 11:11 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Time now is 1.48a.m. GO AND SLEEP!!!
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wahahaha...time now is yea..1.49...yay...i am feeling super energetic...wahahahaha...strange huh... not bad..i am gonna sleep till 12 tmr...haha...no lah...i want to play comp games!!!! i am so bored..only 3 people online on my contacts list...yay!!! wahaha...yea...updated my friendster profile...hahahahaha...too bored...i am going to sleep soon cuz i cant find anything to do...hahaha...ok...time now is 1.52...lalaalalala...i am gonna crap around...lalala...ok...and i am feelng happy...though i am still hesitant about smth...ok...gtg now..bb!!!

|| At 1:48 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


Bored like mad!!!
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lalala...just found out that the title wll be shown on my new blogskin...and i love reflection!! as in...the song reflection...in Mulan..lalala..that song rocks!!! and btw, i hate the keyboard of this laptop...so damn SLOW...haha...ok...went swimming just now...so damn xian lah...and i can read chinese characers on my comp!!!!i am such a genius..ok..I AM NOT...haha...bt actually couldnt...but i managed t configre my comp...and i saved one of my comp games...YAY!!...and i managed to fix the comp game...as in..it needed a patch...and i got it!! YAY!!! so when i get home i shall go play it!!! YAY!!!! im at my cousin's house now...and i am so bored..erm...i know i shouldnt be boed at 12.28 in the morning...haha..but i think i shall sleep at one or two...lalalalalala...i shal go play comp games here...and i am so depressed...i forgot to bring my handphone!!! ah!!! i cant live without it!!! BAH!!!!!!! stupid me...left it in my mum's bag...haiz...went to IMM...then went to Sheng Siong at erm..Teck Whye i think..cant rmb...then went swimming...haiz...couldnt really swim well...about one minute for one lap...erm i mean to and fro...yea...its long ok!!! but too bad...you dont see penguins swimming frog style do you??? WAHAHAHA...so almost died..ok.then went sauna for 45 min...lalalala..so cool ok...erm sorry...s hot i mean...WAHAHAHA..ok..i am lame!!!! lalalalalalala...then now i am at my cosin's huse..oh yea great discovery!!! soya bean contains fats!!! WAHAHA...but like i care...i will still drink it...and i bought a type of soyabean...i think its miko brand lah...bottle is so damn cute lor!!!!!! and its one litre..woohoo not bad huh!!! hahaha...then me and my cousin were looking at drinks with cute bottles..hahahaha...and in the end bought the soyabean and sportade drink cuz swimming mah...but the soyabean taste a bit strange..dunno how to say...haha...and i am going to play games cuz i cant stand the keyboard!!! arg...ok...bye!!

|| At 12:23 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


After trng on friday 1 july
♥Friday, July 01, 2005.

ok...i am walking like a penguin...AGAIN...ah!!!!!!!!! hell lah...pain leh...all becuase of dance lah...stretch like mad...haiz...then now cant even sit properly...haha...oh...and i have a cut on my left knee...cuz fell down at the netball court...not bad hor...right knee finally heal then now become left knee...haha...btw...theres still a scar on my right knee lah...haha...and my wound now hurts lah!!! but no way am i gonna put plaster...haha...ok...today...first lesson was PCCG...Mrs Tan taught us sign language...so interesting lah!!! Mrs Tan is so nice!!! haha...ok...then was dance...i think i "overstretched" lah...so damn pain ok!!! haiz...but it was fun...i find everything in the world fun lah...this is being OPTIMISTIC...hahaha...ok...then was that damn animal farm test..damn crap lah..i think i am dead ok!!! shit lah...but at least now i can go throw away my book..haha...no lah...ok...i better go clear my desk...my desk is horrendous...and i better rmb to bring my perfume down!!! i stink after trng!!! and i keep forgetting...haha...ok..then after that was chinese...aiyo...we were donig work on transparencies....then we wanted to clean smth off...then Janice sprayed water onto the transparency...she sprayed too much...the whole puddle of red( cuz the OHP marker was red) liquid went onto my skirt and my cushion cover!!! arg!!! haha...then got pink dots on my cushion cover and my skirt lah...diaoz...then later Janice was cleaning it with tissue...then we saw that tissue paper had yellow colour, orange colour and all that lah...then we found out we were doing cromatography!!!! dunno correct spelling anot...but most probably is not...hahaha...then was trng...ok...today i did horribly...my catching sucks lah...passing also...haiz...must improve on Tues!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!! haiz...also must run faster...ok...going off now...BYE!!!

|| At 9:16 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||


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