I.AM.SO.DISAPPOINTED.
♥Thursday, June 16, 2005.
arg...i feel like a failure ok...WHY DO I HAVE TO GET THIS STUPID FLU...haiz...reminds me of what doctor said...which OBVIOUSLY contributes to my giddiness during training...he said that the flu will affect the heart, must wait for the heart to sort of "REBOOT"...like WTH...he said 2weeks...didnt really care...which resulted in this...WHAT SHIT...i.am.so.disappointed.with.myself. haiz...no...not myself...my immune system...arg...not feeling very pleasant today lah...all cuz of SHITTY FLU...first part of training still didnt act up.good. later part: couldnt breathe properly. felt like fainting. felt like puking. ARG........I am so damn pissed off with my own immunity system lah...WTH lah...I AM IN A VERY VERY BAD MOOD NOW...but im not gonna pollute peoples' mind by using some super censored vulgarities...even though i feel like it. arg. if you look through my posts these two days, you might rarely see "haha"s...really must put in a lot of effort tmr...ok...i feeling like screaming my heads off lah...ARG.i feel like smashing everything that is in my sight lah...feeling super vulgar now...dont come near me...arg...AAAAAAAAA...CRAP LAH..sheesh..arg... ok...training...arg...i cant think liaoz...i think of training i will think of my flu...FLU, YOU BETTER DONT ACT UP TMR...arg...ok...must buck up for trainings...JIA YOU EVERYONE!! ok...must go practice lob pass...hmm...and i better train up my stamina....erm...after i fully recover...ok...hmm...went to coro after training...sat there...then yy accidentally spilt the curry maggie mee soup and my skirt kana the soup...and looks like shit...kdkd...then went to toilet to wash it..erm...still had the smell of maggie mee soup...arg...ok...then had to wear yy's skirt...haha...so short lah...cuz hers is m size...then me and Joleen went back to school...oh...thanks Ying Yan for the present! but i dont think i can manage to stuff my handphone in...haha...kdkd...ok...went to jurong point after that...arg...bought a nice book: the other side of the story by Marian Keyes...nice...and bought teens and teenage...oh...got maple story installation disc...haha...great...dont need to download from the net download like siao...ok...went to eat almond beancurd with longan...hmm..eat all except the beancurd cuz i dont like almond...i mean...ok...nvm...then felt so damn cold...then went back home...felt faint again...arg...ok...thats all lah...bye.................
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