wah lao...whole body aching...and i walk like a penguin now...i cant even get up...ok...1st lesson was lab...went to the bio lab...sat down there and drew a cut tomato...hahahaha...havent finish yet...and after one hour of lesson, almost couldnt stand up...haha...then was lang arts...ok...walked around for a bit...then recess...then IPW...sat down again...but could stand up cuz it wasnt really 1 hr...then Chinese...then lunch...lalala...Qi Tian brought the tomato down to draw...hahaha...ended up playing with the tomato...hahahahahaha...ok...then was IT...then today...for the very first time...i skipped third lang...i dont know for what stpid reason lah...felt damn guilty ok...i am NEVER going to skip third lang again...the feeling is horrible...shall be guai and go for third lang in future...feeling guilty is HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!! arg...ok...but went to computer lab with Qi Tian, Ying Yan, Claudia, Jenzi and Xing Xuan...cuz Xing Xuan needed to do her animation...and we ended up playing happyland...also looked through the neoprints we took...hahahaha...so funny lah!!!! ok...then Qi Tian, Ying Yan, Claudia and Jenzi went to coro first...i stayed with Xing Xuan in the lab...then when she finished...i took bus to coro...hmm...big achievement ba...havent gone there on my own before...and i saw my PSGL on the bus!!! haha...then went to coro to look for them lah...they were sitting at the staircase lah...hmm...maboon is so damn funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA...almost laugh until i cried...hahahahaha...haha...then sat there and chat...then when i wanted to get up(after i carried my bag) , i almost fell forward lah...then crushed the bubble tea cup...hahahaha...thank goodness finish le...hahahahaha...funny lah...then everyone was laughing...then took bus with Jenzi, Claudia and Ying Yan...wah...muscle aches all over...haha...then finally reached home...ate lots of things...haiz...ok...then switched on computer...lalalala...sat there until couldnt stand up, again...hahahaha...if i lie down right...i doubt i can get up again...hahahahahaha...funny...then i will be stuck there...hahaha...im thinking too much lah...arg...ok...just finished my math IL...damn crap lah...i am going to fail!!! haiz...sad sad sad...haha...ok...better go do some walking before i get stuck again...bb...
|| At 9:48 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo...my reation is so damn slow...WTH lah...really...hmm...oh well...dunno why...but i just know my reation is slow...and i am SUPER DUPER FORGETFUL!!! after mass dance we had to go to LT2 to watch video...then i left my water bottle there...until AFTER SCHOOL...before trng...i was staring at the floor and saw Qi Tian walking while drinking from her waterbottle...then i was like: oh...now wheres my water bottle...OH SHIT!!! left it in LT... then dragged Qi Tian along to LT...hahaha...so damn scary lah the LT...cuz its DARK..thank goodness mine was the last row...so didnt have to walk much...hahahaha...see Qi Tian...telling you to go in LT from the second floor is not a bad idea...hahahahaha...then dont need to walk so far...trng was tiring...and my legs have erm...no strength le...and my movements have become slower cuz i have no more energy...haha...oh yah...today's PE was FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lalalalala...so FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok...i love to do the erm...whats that called??? oh i rmb...its grapevine i think...ms loo taught us that in the...first trng i think...forget le...tell you alrdy..my memory is failing...haha...haha...me and Joleen love grapevine!!! haha..cuz its fun to do...oh...and we did grapevine during trng today!!! haha...me and Joleen were so happy...oh yah...told ms loo about the netball le...hmm...dunno need to replace anot...and in the end Qi Tian didnt really accompany me...cuz told her in front of everyone...hahaha...ok...she was really nice about it lah...then had to go equippment room to get a yellow ball...then i went back...then Joleen was like: Jocelyn! we are doing grapevine!! hahaha...ok...i am feeling sleepy now...hahahahaha...yawn!!! lalala...think i will forget about what i have been thinking over the last few days...haiz...ta men yao zen me xiang jiu zen me xiang ....i am not gonna care...hahaha... hahahaha...just felt like laughing...pathetic...lalala...i dont want to go for third lang can??? hahaha...cuz i havent even done my compo...TSK TSK...haha...oh yah...today felt accomplished until just now...hahahaha...cuz didnt eat breakfast...then recess...ate only hashbrown and the soyabean the drinks stall sold...hmm...its actually quite nice!!! hahaha...then lunch...erm...dont think i ate anything...hahaha...but when i reached home...i ate erm...noodles...and two packets of tidbits...haiyo...but nvm lah...oh...took height and weight also...ok..this entry is getting too long...got to go...BYE!!!
|| At 8:55 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

sigh..i am feeling depressed again...i dunno why...haiz...reminded of what someone told me on sunday...it was what i ran into the toilet to cry for...i am really devastated...didnt think that they really thought of me as a person like that...please...if you really dont like me...just say it...i wont blame you if you tell me straight in the face...i will just tell you...ok, i will improve...thats all!!! its just that simple lah...i wont scream my heads of at you...and i really mean it when i say i will improve...REALLY...i am serious...but the problem is you dont tell me straight in the face...you told that someone...and now i guess...that person hates me just the same...and i am really pissed off with you...i am gonna explode ok...damn it...IDIOT...arg...arg...ARG!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...ok...i dont want to bring it up...but what that person said keeps appearing in my mind...haiz...crying now btw...hell lah...*sigh*...ok..i shall work harder...i want to prove to them...i am not what THEY think...i am what I think...sheesh...damn idiotic freaking idiot...and i see that person every single day...i cant face the person ok...now she thinks i am a total freak...like WTH?! shitty...now she treats me like a total stanger ok...haiz...ok...but if she really wants to continue thinking that i am arrogant...ok...i will ADMIT IT! and really...i will really try to improve...i know...you will say you dont live for others you live for yourself...so why matter about others??? but no...shes a person i have to face...crap...i am totally pissed off...by THEM...same group of damn freaking people...and i actually typed some super vulgar things inside here...but i deleted it...it feels bad to see that few stupid words...haiz...haiz...HAIZ...this is a super long post about how i feel...about those damn freaking idiots...i sometimes really hate my life...not that i have depression though...but sometimes i really do...i dont understand WTH is going on...but it really makes me wonder...what do i live for...cries...the one which i have kept on the top of the list have been striked of...because of them...i now live...for probably...studying...probably studying can reduce stress...haiz...i am gonna work twice as hard...for every single thing...i am not gonna rely on them...they are just...i dont know how to explain...but i totally hate them...i know i shouldnt...yea...learn to forgive...but...ok...i will try...i will try my best...really...=(...
|| At 9:42 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

yo...feeling so happy!!! woo hoo...i love school seh...hahahaha...ok...first lesson was chinese...new teacher...haha..stuck at the questionaire lah...hahaha...ok...then after that was lang arts...then was recess...erm..im blogging about my whole timetable xia...hahahaha...mad...ok..then science...new teacher..shes really nice!!! hahaha...then was history...ok..was super hardworking during history...cuz lesson was quite interesting...haha..."i think, therefore I am"...OMG...so chim ok...hahahaha...i am going MAD!!! hahaha...pathetic...then lunch break...then assembly...was almost late for assembly...haha...thanks Qian Wen for being so lenient!!! haha...or it will be the second time...OMG!!! haha...ok...hmm...ate chocolate bar for recess and lunch...great...and i have been munching on so much tidbits lah...i am gonna grow so damn freaking FAT!!! ARG...haiz...nvm. fan zheng i am fat in the first place...hahaha...kdkd...ok...ate maggie mee at third lang centre...ok...today was QUITE alert during Jap...erm...ALMOST fell asleep...kdkd...no lah...but todays lesson was quite fun!!! dunno why lah...probably didnt have Jap lessons for a month le...so miss it...hahaha...i am a study freak...NO WAY!!! ok..i am getting split personalities again...tsktsk...hahaha...i am mad lah...ok...what a nice long post...shall go off now...probably will go tidy my room...LATER...hahaha...ok...bye!!!
|| At 8:28 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

HELLO! Qitian here! Haha hi joce. I decided to invade ur blog. :) See I so nice. Haha. ok hey u want to change ur song anot. Very long liao leh. Haha. Dun delete this post yar. Haha. Ok bye.
|| At 3:43 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

CRAPPY...today is the worst day ever ok...thanks Ying Yan for consoling!!! haha...arg...felt really shit ok...damnit...I KNOW YOU JUST HATE ME! I JUST KNOW IT! and now, i really cant trust anyone...the people i trusted have turned against me...*SIGH* ...almost wanted to crash the printer today...but ended up crying in the toilet...but its got nothing to do with the poor printer lah...SORRY PRINTER!!!...haiz...i just hate you people...you all are just HYPOCRITES OK!!! sheesh lah...arg...what a great way to release stress... hahaha...but i am seriously feeling so damn down...haiz...oh yah..thanks Joleen and Ying Yan for cheering me up...haiz...i am really wondering if i have changed...really...i dont know...but i can sense the hatred in people around me...haiz...i think i am becoming zi bi...haiz...hell lah...haiz...havent eaten anything since morning...but i feel like puking...cuz i am so damn disgusted by these hypocrites...crap...sheesh lah...ok...i feel like screaming at them...but they would hate me even MORE for that...arg...shit lah...ok...i have finished all my homework..and i was so damn angry i went to do geography worksheet on weathering...i dont even think we need to do..but i need a way to release anger...so went to do that worksheet...haha...wanted to do history SIA...but ended up here...haha...ok...my memory is really failing ok...haiz...must be the damn supplements...haha...must take them everyday...hahaha...but thanks to them...or i would have slept through Jap lessons...i mean...its interesting...but i am TIRED...not of Jap but of sitting in the classroom...haha...ok...i am feeling DEPREESSED now...ok..bb...
|| At 3:22 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

haiz...MOODSWING TODAY...hahaha...in bad mood...haha...ok...1 last final day before school starts...haha...I MISS SCHOOL!!! and I WILL MISS HOLIDAYS!!! hahaha...i miss rushing for homework...hahahahaha...saddistic xia...hahaha...pathetic...ok...so pissed off lah...went swimming...then got this group of people HOG the swimming pool lah...almost bang into them everytime i swam across...haha...like WTH??!! they were in the middle of the pool lah...haiz....sheesh...xian...tmr is the last day...i am going to relax after i finish my dreadful JAP COMPO...like what crap??? i DONT even know how to do lah...like everything will start with 'watashi'...like so damn egoistic like that...hahaha...probably i think too much...hahaha...ok...i am determined to finish my...BOOK!!! by today...hahaha...most probably i will stay up till 3+ cuz its a thick book...hahahaha...depends lah...its an interesting book...hahaha...The Other Side of The Story...hahahaha...nice!!! ok...i have yet to return digital fortress...cuz didnt go Westmall today...haha...wanted to laze around at home lah...but got dragged out by my mum to go swimming...haiz...oh BTW, i can reach the other side of the pool in one minute!!! erm...i am not sure of actual timing but i have improved ALOT since i started half a year ago...hahaha...yay...but i still dread swimming...no i dont actually hate it lah...but i hate the feeling of having that chlorine smell stuck on to me until i can finally go home and bathe...hahahaha...i love the smell of: RAIN!!! STUFFY ROOMS!!! and all the strange smells lah...hahaha...my mum calls me mad...haha...but i am super allergic to car air refresherner smell...i will puke once i smell it..haha...allergic to: yea i think im allergic to almond beancurd...but i got no prob with the ice...hahaha...and i think im allergic to too much cheese...haha...pathetic...hmm...ok...go read book le..bye!!!
|| At 11:06 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...today is the second last day of holidays...both happy and sad...but more of happy side...cuz i miss school!!!! ok call me crazy lah...but i love school...have been loving school since i dunno when...hahahaha...crap...but i am proud of myself!!! i have finished: Math Independant Learning, Animal Farm movie review, Geography SIA!!! YAY!!! this is good for a perosn who started homework just 3days before school reopens...hahaha...diaoz...ok...i am halfway through Math ws 9.1...it is crap ok...i dont understand a word...haha...but its quite fun doing math...great sense of accomplishment when you finish a tough problem...hahahaha...ok...History SIA i am not planning to do this few days...haiz...term 3 is going to be erm...i dunno...bad??? not exactly ba...dunno lah...haha...my memory is failing...badly...i forget something so easily...crap...ok...got to go now...bb...
|| At 3:07 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

MUM...CAN YOU STOP ASKING ME TO GO SWIMMING??? haiz...i am very tired lah...haiz...what you expect??? i read Digital Fortress until 2.30 a.m. lah...then you expect me to go swimming??? haiz....ok...im not blaming her lah...but i really feel so damn tired ok...haiz...ok...ytd went for BBQ...fun...before that went to buy the drinks and cutlery and all that...haha...then buy le we all went to the staircase there to sit...me and Joleen were so stressed out lah...we were calculating the amount of money we spent and comparing against the list we planned out lor...then have to keep changing and changing...but finally got it correct...haha...then went to the BBQ...hmm...at first we just stood around lah...then after that Joleen, Qi Tian, Xing XUan and me went to help out...haha...ended up fanning...then Joleen and me went to eat...and drink some water because we hadnt eaten lah...haha...then Joleen and me went to get dessert...haha...so funny ok...had a hard time carrying down...haha...then went up to refill the bowl came down then others all disappeared lah...turn out they went to the basketball court...then they came back...then people got pushed into the pool...then went outside to play WATER BOMB!!! hahaha...then went home...took taxi with Li Qin and Joleen to Jurong East interchange...then i took mrt to lakeside...haiyo...then took bus...haha...then finally reach home...wanted to take a nice bath then got this spuer big moth fly in throgh the kitchen window...and guess what...it was the moth Qi Tian and i saw at 399 lah!!!!!! SO DAMN FREAKY OK!!!!!!!!!! almost screamed out...but it was midnight so i didnt scream lah...but i took the towel and stood there until the moth flew outside...so damn scary...then bathe...then went into my room...then read book...until 2 a.m. haha...nice book...but ending part was so damn freaky lah...its like...almost everyone died...then there was this code they had to find in 15 min...then they did lots of things to find out the code...then when counting down to 5 they punched in the code and yay!!! it was correct...hahaha...but its really nice lah...ok...then this morning woke up at 12noon..haha...lazy pig right...haha...then finished math independant learning...then started on geog SIA...but couldnt finish it...so damn crap lah...then mum wanted to go swimming...erm...then now im stuck at home doing hmwk...shit...haiz...ok...gtg...bye...
|| At 5:56 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo...finally have time to blog...phew...after discussing about lots of things...i can finally relax...and go read Digital Fortress by Dan Brown...its so cool!!!!! hahaha...oh btw i returned the other book...its nice!!!!! ok...today went to Westmall to yea...rent books...then went to swim...swimming is fun...then swim until halfway didnt want to swim so got up and read my book!!! hahaha...ok...then went to Jurong Point...hmm...bought slippers from OP...cuz my slippers were too small...hahaha...pathetic right...bout it about half a year ago...then now too small le...my foot is getting a lot bigger!!! haha...sorry...now a bit mad...haha...ok..shall go read my book now..bye!!! i am such a procrastinator...hahahahahahaha...pathetic me...ok...bye..
|| At 10:21 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok..i get the point...ok...we should be serious lah...and we shouldnt waste time...and we should move faster...and we need to push ourselves harder...ok...i get the point...yes...we should really reflect...REALLY...yes!!! haha...ok...better make good use of the time we have...yup...JIA YOU!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!!
|| At 8:46 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo...i am back...hmm...went to school in the morning...wanted to self train...but only 7 people came and how to self train like that? haha...ok...so did shooting...then settled down to discuss about the drinks...then seniors played half court with us!!!...then went to coro...went to NTUC to check the prices of all the drinks...but decided that its not really that accurate...so Qi Tian, Ying Yan, Claudia, Xing Xuan and me went to Junction 8 to check prices...haha...tough job ok...i mean...its not the checking price that is tough...its that my pencils were all "dying"!!! so very difficult lor...haha...pathetic lah...i had 5 pencils in the case then all blunt...no sharperner...but we managed to survive...haha...ok...then went to take neoprints...haha...so funny...then went to shop...then went into the Fila shop...then Qi Tian, Ying Yan, Claudia and me bought 4 shirts of the same kind...hahahaha...so funny ok...it a black shirt with pink words....it looked so nice!! ERM...not on me though...haha....oh and we bought it at $10 each...haha...ok...then went home lah...ARG...on the mrt from Jurong East to Lakeside...there was this lady who stared at me and i think she shaked her head lah...ARG...whats wrong lah...ok...my shirt i admit is very dirty...and i should have tucked in my T-shirt...arg...she was practically staring throughout the whole journey lah...haiz...whats wrong lah...like its my fault that my shirt and skirt is dirty...it was the RAIN ok!!! ARG...so angry lah...AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG...so angry angry angry...haiz...ok...so angry lah...ok...gtg...bye...
|| At 7:54 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo people...arg...i have just reached home...ok...today...used computer until 4pm...then went out...wanted to go to the optician's to fix my specs...but shop closed...HAIZ...so can only go on either tmr or wednesday...btw...i think i better start on my math independant learning...hahaha...pathetic right...WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING DURING THE HOLIDAYS??? haha...oh...played mahjong on computer until 1.30 am yesterday...haha...mum only knew it today when i told her...haha...but she didnt scold lah...she doesnt scold me for playing on the computer till midnight...cuz she watches Korean drama till moring...usually i watch with her lah...but i will fall asleep at 7+...haha...ok...then went to westmall...went to the bookshop there to rent(?) books...mum bought 6 books...i RENTED 1...its interesting...its 'Can You Keep A Secret' by Sophie Kinsella...SHES A GREAT AUTHOR!!! erm...Jacquelin Wilson is too...haha...oh...its a nice book...im going to return it on wednesday...and my mum said i can rent 1 more!!!!! its 'Digital Fortress' by Dan Brown!!!! omg...i am so happy!!! and i think i should get 'The Da Vinci Code' too...hahaha...see lah...hmm...ok...im addicted to novels...yay...at least im reading something besides magazines and comics...hmm...going to school tmr...and we need to discuss about thursday...hmm...ok...i want to go play mahjong le..hahaha...ok..bye!!!
|| At 10:18 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo!!! ok..busy day today...woke up at 8+...went to Janice's house to do project with Zi Xin...Wen Jiao couldnt go...Get well soon, Wen Jiao!!! ok...we did lots today ok...we almost finished our written report...we are left with the data analysis for one more age group...hahahaha...good...and our written report has 1800+ words currently!!!!! yay...great...today i used up lots of brain juice..sstupid thing happened to me lah...i was doing the introduction...then later do until halfway i discovered that the introduction i did sounds A LOT like a literature review...so i changed it into a literature review...cool huh...NO..haha...im mad lah...then did the introduction all over again...funniest thing was Zixin called Mr Lim to ask him how to do the Literature review, then he siad actually dont do also can...haha...but we did...cuz not enough words...ok...then after we did the written report went to play with Janice's piano and keyboard...haha...although me and Zixin dunno how to play...i am not musically talented...hahaha... kdkd...after IPW project went swimming...crap lah...didnt want to go but my parents were at my cousin's house so no choice...had to go...ok...i started learning how to swim...LAST YEAR...hahaha...ok...ok..swam 6 long laps...and supposingly i improved on my freestyle...yay...prefer frog style...haha...then went to Boon Lay to eat...drank 1 1/2 mugs of sugarcane drink...feel like a CACTUS..haha...kdkdkdkd...ok...i am NOT going to slep early today...yay...because im not going anywhere tmr...so mum says can stay up later!!! yay...but i wont be online for too long...i want to go read my book...i love that book!!!! great...ok...shall stop blogging...im getting a bit blog-obsessed...haha...ok..BYE!!!
|| At 10:20 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...today was a nice day...went swimming...but was breathless after swimming two LONG laps...aiyah...no chioce lah...stupid flu lah...arg...then met Joleen at the mrt station at 3.30...then took mrt to Bishan...hmm...brought Ashley and King of the Ring along!!! haha...stupid Qi Tian go KIDNAP them...haha...she go put inside her bag then dont give to me...arg...sad...didnt go take neoprint with them...haha...ok...i am super sad didnt go for training ytd...AH!!!! ok...now training for the last week...SAD...but even if have i dont think i can go also...haiz...ok...after going to Bishan we went to TPY sports hall...reached there so early lah...and we were so funny ok...hahahahahahaha....ok...and i got Ashley back cuz Xing Xuan managed to get it from her...haha...then later managed to get King of the Ring back...and i gave Qi Tian 4 harribo roulette to get it back..hahahaha...and Joleen and Qi Tian almost tried to do chest pass with it...thank goodness i got it before them...PHEW...put them in my bag before it gets stolen by them again...hahaha...ok...watch the staff match or something like that lah...haha...Qi Tian is obsessed with the "cute red guy" ...haha...not obsessed lah...but really very funny lah...ok..then it was about 20 min break beofre the actual match...me and Qi Tian started sketching...hahaha...funny ok...she sketched out a netball court...ok...looks quite professional...except for the pole...haha...and the center circle...looks distorted on her drawing...then we were so bo liao...I wanted to draw Qi Tian's shoe...haha...then she put her leg on the seat...then later she also wanted to sketch it...then she took off her shoe and put it on the seat above us...hahaha...btw i never finish it...i sketch very slow lah...but Qi Tian finished hers and she tore out that page from the book...ok...then next match start liaoz...haha...ok...erm...i like one of the players...hahahahaha...ok...me and Qi Tian have thought up lots of quotes during the game...but due to STM i forget le...hahaha...ok...then was closing ceremony...hmm...theres this game in September...forget the name le...but i think its from 7th-10th September...aiyah...forget liaoz lah...my memory got problem seh...oh yah...the time now is 12.30...my mum let me go online for 1hr cuz shes watching show and i must switch off the computer once the show finishes...hahahaha...probably will go offline after i blog...so i can watch the show too!!! its some Hong Kong show lah...ITS VERY NICE!!! hah...the guy in the show is going to get his retribution man...hahahahahahaha...thats GREAT..hate that guy in the show lah...erm...sorry...i mean the character...haha...SO GREAT SEH...yay!!! haha...im EVIL ok...ok...i accidentally kicked the bed...OUCH...what the...haha....i am happy today lah...HAPPY ok...oh...i did quite a lot of sketching today...but one of them is so damn ugly...cuz i cant draw the eyes well...erm...cuz its one red one blue..then had to use color pencil...so got no choice...but i draw until very ugly...and i draw some cute characters of Cupid Bistro MAX...haiz...havent gotten the Cupid Bistro 2...SAD...haha...want to save up but i am spending too much...erm...on food...hahaha...thats why im getting a lot fatter...and what CRAP...i cant excercise for 2 weeks so i can forget about losing the weight i gained...ARG...die liaoz lah...dont dare to weigh le...haha...like my mum...she always ask me to weigh but she doesnt dare to weigh herself...hahaha....no...but shes slim for her height...i think...shes i think 158 or 159 or 160cm...not sure...forget her weight liaoz...haha...STM rmb...btw if you dont know what STM is, its short term memory...nice abbreviation Joleen thought of...dont bother to check the spelling of abbreviation because i am sure that is the correct spelling...hahahaha...ok..i am going to dread term 3...lots and lots of hmwk to hand in...and i havent even started...how pathetic can that get??? haiz...but i know lots of people who havent done any too..haha...lets hope a miracle like last time happens...haha...no lah...that was a scary experience...tell you what happened...i had to do a compo which was supposed to be handed in after the holidays, and it was the last day...i forgot all about it until that MIDNIGHT...ok...so had to rush it out and i got scolded by my parents...and in the end right, that compo won a prize!!! eh...not bad seh...last minute work also can get...haiz...and it was a chinese compo...which i suck at lah...and talking about that i better rmb to finish my Jap compo...haha...i havent done ANY hmwk...really...SAD I KNOW...ok...i want to go watch show liaoz...maybe can like ytd stay up until 2 and this morning i woke up at 9...so i slept for 7 hrs...ok....not bad lah...hahaha...cuz i had a nap...oh...i also want to go read my book liaoz...finish 213 pages...400+ more to go...but its a really great book!!! recommend it...and one of the leads is named JOJO...haha...but thats not the reason i bought the book lah...ok..got to go...BYE!!!
|| At 11:56 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hihi...i have just changed blogskin lah...actually wanted to change the tagboard color to pink...erm...but it looks too STRIKING if its pink...so decided to keep it black...give comments on the font hor...cuz i did some of them...hahahaha....im addicted to changing fonts of blogskins...hahahaha...ok...bye...
|| At 10:05 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok im back again...whatever lah...so angry with my stupid damn freaking flu...last few days was cough...i predict the next few days will be runny nose cuz im having serious running nose today...arg...crap...ok...today...went to sch for dental appointment (dont want to postpone it again, later dentist scold...) shit lah...went to school...was raining then SIDEGATE WAS LOCKED...can you believe it...arg...so had to walk the LONG way and get my hongzi drenched...YES...HONGZI...how stupid can i get...to wear HONGZI and forget to bring umbrella...ok..went to the office or smth like that lah...arg...5mins then come out already...then must walk the long way out...and please....dont ever do that when wearing hongzi and you are without umbrella...you can either wait for the rain to stop or...JUST DONT WALK OUT...cuz you end up looking disastrous...you know why? the material is too THIN...so getting drenched in the rain wearing hongzi will cause a lot of trouble...like hongzi becoming TRANSLUCENT...so had to hold out the hongzi cuz if not will STICK onto the skin...bleh...hate it...arg...then so damn cold lah...and this worsens the condition of my flu...arg...ok...and now im here...sniffing in front of my computer...pathetic flu...crap...ok..i shall do some sketches of...dunno...either anime character or the piggy that yy gave me...oh..i have already done a sketch of the doggy!!! haha...i draw until very ugly lah...but the dog is so cute!! and it has a new name!!! King of the Ring!!! haha..so cute right...hahahaha...ok..shall go sketch now..bye!!!
|| At 8:44 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...i am very pisssed off with some idiotic people...arg...crap...couldnt go for training today cuz woke up at 6 then couldnt even BREATHE properly...so didnt go...ok...i am in a super duper bad mood...because of some ignorant people who think they are so good...but obviously they arent...arg...cant stand these kind of people...arg...ok...one more week before school starts...dunno should be looked forward to anot...arg...cant think now...mind is in a mess...whatever lah...i hate you man...arg...ok...our class gathering is in a great big mess now...arg...everything isnt going right ok...crap...shall go do some sketching now...arg...shitty people...crap...bye...
|| At 1:09 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

arg...i feel like a failure ok...WHY DO I HAVE TO GET THIS STUPID FLU...haiz...reminds me of what doctor said...which OBVIOUSLY contributes to my giddiness during training...he said that the flu will affect the heart, must wait for the heart to sort of "REBOOT"...like WTH...he said 2weeks...didnt really care...which resulted in this...WHAT SHIT...i.am.so.disappointed.with.myself. haiz...no...not myself...my immune system...arg...not feeling very pleasant today lah...all cuz of SHITTY FLU...first part of training still didnt act up.good. later part: couldnt breathe properly. felt like fainting. felt like puking. ARG........I am so damn pissed off with my own immunity system lah...WTH lah...I AM IN A VERY VERY BAD MOOD NOW...but im not gonna pollute peoples' mind by using some super censored vulgarities...even though i feel like it. arg. if you look through my posts these two days, you might rarely see "haha"s...really must put in a lot of effort tmr...ok...i feeling like screaming my heads off lah...ARG.i feel like smashing everything that is in my sight lah...feeling super vulgar now...dont come near me...arg...AAAAAAAAA...CRAP LAH..sheesh..arg... ok...training...arg...i cant think liaoz...i think of training i will think of my flu...FLU, YOU BETTER DONT ACT UP TMR...arg...ok...must buck up for trainings...JIA YOU EVERYONE!! ok...must go practice lob pass...hmm...and i better train up my stamina....erm...after i fully recover...ok...hmm...went to coro after training...sat there...then yy accidentally spilt the curry maggie mee soup and my skirt kana the soup...and looks like shit...kdkd...then went to toilet to wash it..erm...still had the smell of maggie mee soup...arg...ok...then had to wear yy's skirt...haha...so short lah...cuz hers is m size...then me and Joleen went back to school...oh...thanks Ying Yan for the present! but i dont think i can manage to stuff my handphone in...haha...kdkd...ok...went to jurong point after that...arg...bought a nice book: the other side of the story by Marian Keyes...nice...and bought teens and teenage...oh...got maple story installation disc...haha...great...dont need to download from the net download like siao...ok...went to eat almond beancurd with longan...hmm..eat all except the beancurd cuz i dont like almond...i mean...ok...nvm...then felt so damn cold...then went back home...felt faint again...arg...ok...thats all lah...bye.................
|| At 7:29 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok first...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIN FAYE AND JEFFREY GOR GOR!!! haha...ok...my voice is disgusting...AH!!!! ok...oh...and thanks Wendy jie jie for the wallet!!! its so nice and BIG...haha...im feeling mad today lah...ok..went to westmall...went to popular and saw CUPID BISTRO 2!!!!! WAH....ok...really must save up liaoz...oh...and my cousin also have the same FLU virus as me...WE BLAME IT ON THE DURIAN!!!!!!!! arg...stupid sore throat...haha..ok..went to eat...stupid me go eat chicken rice then had problem swallowing the rice cuz my throat hurts!! ok...then went to her house there the swimming pool to swim...ok...swim finish one lap then start coughing...haha...then swim swim swim...ok...swim halfway left hand suddenly go numb...SO SCARED OK...then swam with right hand and legs...then later right hand also go numb...no choice...swim only with legs...later left leg numb...TRIED to swim but was unsuccessful... hahahaha...then tried right hand left leg: FAILED ...right hand right leg: erm...sort of suceeded but almost did a 'twister' somehow...hahaha....lame...and the toilet there is EEEEEEEKKKK....there was a DEAD COCKROACH near the door...EEWWWW...almost screamed but didnt...ok...hahaha...then went to Causeway Point...went to the bookfair at the basement...AHHHHH....found so many nice books but mum say too expensive liaoz so dont let me buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...ok...nicest one was about the LIFE OF ANTS!!!!! ah...so damn cool ok...i am afraid of ants lah...but thought that the book might be able to cure me of that phobia...hahaha....but its interesting ok...but its $16.05 o think there was a 20% discount lah...but mum say CANNOT...ok...101st way of escaping from buying books: ask about the book slowly on the way to the car....then get onto the car and forget totally about it......... hahahahaha....thats what my mum did lah...-_-||| oh...and im addicted to BIG WALLETS...they are so COOL!!! but the wallet like got not enough compartments for cards....haha...i need to go find some nice nice photos and put in in the slot...hahahaha....ok...neoprints ba...the card types which i took with: Soh Khoon/Jeremy/Zixin and Alvin/ i forget still got who liaoz...hahahaha that reminds me....PARAPARA!!!!!!!!!! arg...im addicted liaoz...ok..long ago addicted liaoz...hahaha...i wanna FIGHT EUROBEAT!!! hmm...the songs i like: YESTERDAY, remember me, boom boom fire...and all those i can beat...hahaha...no lah...but i like yesterday the most!!!!! and i shall put the lyrics here...ok...shall be on the first page...i shall take awy my creation and put that cuz im so in love with that song...hahahahahaha...ok...yay!!!!!! tmr can go TRAINING!!!! yay!!!!!!!! hmm...but hope i find it...haiz.........ok...and i got the serial code for the mahjong game on my computer!!!! yay! shall go play it later...hahahaha...ok...IPW project meeting on erm...i think sunday...ok..nvm..shall confirm it later on...ok...voice still sounds horrible...and im still so damn angry with the person/ people who scribbled vulgarities on the wall outside my house....*preparing to explode* arg...whats the problem with them lah...ok...i use vulgarities too but not to that extent!!!!! and i dont go vandalising property!!!!!!! arg...whats wrong with the people lah...arg...so angry...ok...shall go play games bye.
|| At 9:01 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...im crying now...nice right...we have been trying to organise a class gathering...but nothing seems to work out...we cant seem to compromise...i cant stand myself...arg...im just feeling so damn depressed ok...this organising buisness has been very tough...but it wasnt tough with you all but until now....when all of you have different thoughts...and we cant compromise with each other... we seem to have broken up into bits and pieces...probably we can try to save our relationships... but its up to us...all of us...haiz...still feeling depressed...haiz...shall go off now...bye...
|| At 9:03 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

crap...i missed training...SAD LAH!!! all becoause of this stupid damn flu...GET LOST YOU STUPID FLU!!! STOP BOTHERING ME!!! arg..still feel like fainting...should be the medicine...now after walking a few steps already feel like fainting...and this is the 3rd day of flu...shall tell you what happened...got the virus on Sunday night...was using computer halfway...took temperature: 37.9 ...arg...went to the clinic...waited 1 hour and watched some stupid crappy show...damn show should be censored...arg...then finally went into doc's office...doctor talk rubbish lah...first question: what school are you in? (WTH i was expecting him to ask when did i get the flu...) took temperature: 38.1... then he prctically talked crap lah...then he asked: do you swim often? (more crap ahead...) then asked swim for what? (like..how do i answer??? LEISURE LAH!!! what am i supposed to say???) then he say must get skin moisturizer...(hallo...is he a skin specialist or something???)CRAP right...haiz collected the medicine...btw i got this flu medicine which cost $30 for 5 pills...EXPENSIVE leh..oh...and some stupid idiot go scribble vulgarities on the wall outside my house...arg... too vulgar to be posted lah...STUPID!!!! arg...but now too weak to be angry...ok...went home...then took medicine and slept...at 5.36 AM...i woke up drank water...took temperature: 39.0....crap lah!!! arg...then took medicine and slept again...missed dental appointment...new appointment date :17/6 ok...then slept for the whole day and night...still not feeling well...so missed training...arg...so angry lah...I WANT TO GO TRAINING!!! heard from yy that only 10people went...SAD I COULDNT GO!!!! arg...btw temperature now has returned to normal but still feeling faint...and i have lost 0.5kg cuz i havent been eating much...arg...feeling so damn faint...but at least im sitting down...but i dont know how im going to get up later...im like stuck to the seat now...arg...shall stop blogging...and im not sure if i want to go to Tze Ying's house tmr...hmm...shall see...if tonight i get better i shall go and try to swim more so i am ready for training on thurs...but currently i am feeling so weak...probably cuz of the medicine...arg...i have finished a sketch of the gurl on the cover of computer game:Memories Off 2nd...cant play the game cuz i dunno why it just refuses to install on my computer...haiz...oh and what happened to cbox????? crap lah...cant see if anyone tagged me in the past few days...grr...ok..shall go now...bye...
|| At 2:35 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...im here to blog...hahahaha...ok...i shall do a recount on yesterday...ok...went to causeway point...me and yy were the first to reach..then we went up to the top level and came down...claudia(maboon) came...haha...they two very lame lah...brought stuffed toys...claudia brought 2 bears, yy brought 1 elephant(currently called "barley" cuz she wanted to pronounce it as belly but she pronounced it as something else...)..hahaha...then jenzi came...then xing xuan came...hmm...then went to shop...then took neoprints...haha...machine so damn retarded one...haha...then went to arcade...haha...went to play "basketball" ...haha...almost died laughing ok...tell you what happened...we were split up into 2 groups then claudia and xingxuan one group, jenzi, yy and me one group...then we were shooting shooting shooting then claudia asked to borrow one ball...then we ask them for what...then we looked over...hahahaha...4 balls were stuck inside the hoop ok!!!! then they threw the 5th ball, and that also got stuck inside..-_-||| aiming very good hor...-_-||| then asked the person to take it out...but before that got a bunch of guys came and they were like: WHOA...then 5 of us were standing there laughing lah...hahaha...then went to play the dance dance revolution thing lah...haha...so funny ok...but sad cuz never play PARAPARA!!!! must play next time...but the machine i think is parapara paradise 1 lah...cuz like different...and got some super PRO people there...so li hai one...ok...then went to KFC to eat...still very funny...hahaha...first part was they were practically "stripping" the stuffed toys lah...ERM...then so funny lor...conversation consored...haha...kdkd...then got some people sitting around us were looking at us...then we like children entertainment show like that...got some toddlers were laughing ok...hahahaha...then xing xuan told us ghost stories...so funny also...(not the story) xing xuan talk talk talk suddenly say,"Qi Tian" cuz she was standing behind Claudia, but Claudia didnt hear..then Qi Tian suddenly tap her shoulder then she screamed lah!!! hahahaha...-_-||| ok...then went to nsl...hmm...exciting match...brought carton there but didnt finish it so had to bring home...hmm...oh...thank you Grace for the present!!! haha...oh...during nsl Jenzi was complaining about her butt...haha...no lah...she said her butt rot, decompose and then left only bones liaoz...cuz we had to sit there and we cant really move much cuz we didnt have much space...then jenzi, mei ling and me were stuck there...then Jenzi couldnt stand up...haha...oh...before the last match saw the players doing drills...cool...then after the last game it was about 10pm liaoz...jenzi, mei ling, qi tian and me waited for Jenzi's dad to drive us to the tpy mrt...haha...even though it was so close...haha...then went there...so deserted...took mrt by myself...-_-|||... ok...then reached home about 11.15...after bathing cut the cake...shall upload the photos someday...then after that at 12.30 am, i was READING NEWSPAPER!!!! arg...then head almost exploded lah...got hear before anyone reading newspaper at 12 midnight???? haha...ok...then today went to visit granfather...then went JP...stupid me go tempt myself...went to the chinese computer game section and went to stare at Cupid Bistro2...haha...must start to save up...not just for that...but also Yining's birthday present...hahaha...i think by the time i get down to buy it, it will probably be vol. 18 and 19 of Fruits Basket liaoz lah...haha...sorry lah.drag for 6 months liaoz..hahaha...ok..fingers numb liaoz..bye!!!
|| At 1:40 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo!!! ok..we are going NSL later....hmm...will blog about it when i reach home...now feel very sleepy...why did i wake up so early??? funny lah...still feeling sleepy though...hmm....ok...nothing much to blog now...oh yah...hope jenzi is going...then must go reply her letter liaoz...hahaha...so i can give it to her...ok...going off liaoz...bye!!
|| At 9:58 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

eek lah...fall during training today...AND JENZI STOP BLAMING YOURSELF FOR THAT...yah...and now the wound on my knee looks so damn disgusting ok...skin come off...red patch, brown dots...eek...disgusting seh....and painful...my dad forcing me to put plaster...but the wound too big liaoz...how to put??? then he suggested putting two plasters...ERM...hmm...dunno lah...the wound looks...infected??? haha...kdkd...ok...in a better mood now...thanks to all of you!!! yay!!! ok...are we going nsl tmr???? i think we are...not really concentrating during the msn convosation...haha...cuz i was playing game...ok...shall play more games now...bye...and thanks Qi Tian and Jenzi!!!
YY:yea...that day was so damn funny lah...MABOON!!! hahaha....yea...good old mummy...hahahaha...yes...you two were so damn freaking disgusting lah...hahahaha...go feed each other...eew...but mummy looked like retard lor...hahahaha...
|| At 7:49 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

wah...this is the first time i am feeling so damn crappy lah...my mood is so shitty...ok...whatever...i am vulgar ok...arg... ok...todays training...hmm...i cant think properly now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEADACHE liaoz lah...ok...calm down...today's training...ok...skip like mad...haha...but it was quite fun skipping...then medicine ball...then do courtwork...hmm.actually thought it was PT but it wasnt lah...then did erm...drills lor...ok..things to improve on: THROW LOB PROPERLY...erm...i cant focus lah...eek...ok...JIA YOU everyone...ok...im feeling so damn shit lah...CRAP seh...ok...after training went to Thai Noodle house...erm...about 12-14 people went...then so damn funny ok...they sang 'happy birthday' there...cuz i think we were the only group around...then the people there so nice...give me a bottle of vitamilk...so nice...=) thanks so much!!! erm...then Joleen and i went back...ok...dont want to blog about what happen liaoz....ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am just so damn angry with myself...haiz...ok..shall go now..bye...........................................................SAD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
|| At 3:25 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

arg...im going to fall asleep soon...eek lah....*PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK* eek...still no use...and i have a swollen face now...haha...just kidding lah...i where got so retard until go whack my own face...or maybe i am...arg...so tired....and sleepy...blog until feel like sleeping...play games on neopets also cant get much points...haiz..whatever lah...i am so damn bored...ok...shall go try to practise landing with bent knees liaoz...ok...i shall do that tmr morning...haha...more energy...but i dont like to take bus to school!!! so damn tired on the bus but still cannot sleep and plus there will be so much people lah....haiz...but got no choice lor...or else what?! take taxi??? haiz...this is going on for two more weeks....nvm...training is nice...but i dont like the trip to school...want to sleep but cannot...later miss the bus stop...and i shall start on my homework...SOON...haha..nice word to use...ok...and i better start on my jap composition...dunno what to write lah...i think i also forget the topic liaoz...oh...i remember liaoz...what you do on usual days or something like that lah...i'll just be crapping lah...why they so KPO want to find out what we doing??? haha...ok...im just plain angry with that composition title lah...arg...ate one and a half zong zi just now...almost exploded lah...freaking full and im so fat...think i put on 1 kg liaoz...AH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok...haiving a stupid flu bug now...STUPID!!! eyes blurry and flu...arg...most probably its the aircon...it has been switched on since i came back..or probably earlier lah........but our family cant sleep without aircon...we are dependant on it liaoz.............hahahahaha............ok.........bye......
|| At 9:52 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hihi...im still addicted to the song in madagascar!!!! SO CUTE LOR!!!!...i got a feeling i will fall asleep while blogging...sleepy lah...ok...interesting day...went for training in the morning...Problems to correct: BEND KNEES WHEN LANDING...TOW THE LINE PROPERLY...erm...ok...just work harder...ok...DRIVE HARDER FOR THE BALL...ok...i need to slap myself before i fall asleep...*slap* haha...lamo...eek...im still going to fall asleep...ah whatever lah...ok...after training went to Thai Noodle house to eat...ok...Claudia and YY was so funny ok...we were standing outside looking at the menu lah...then later claudia open the door i walk in and saw seniors, then yy also came in...then yy go drag claudia out of the place...then i was left standing there lah...so went out...eek...then senior came out to tell us to go in...think she was angry or something lah...dunno...never really notice...then went in and eat...so nice...ok...then went back to school...haha...before that went to NTUC...actually wanted to buy "carton" but too full liaoz..haha...so i bought ribena...sweets? arg...forgot how to spell it...and peel fresh apple aloe vera and fruit tree fresh blackcurrant and aloe vera...haha...i love aloe vera...but i dont like plain aloe vera...ok..went back to school again...then i ate whatever i bought...felt like a big fat pig after that...ah!!!!!!!! eek...grow fatter liaoz lah...ok...and mummy has gotten a new name!!! hello maboon!!! hahaha...long story how it came about...hahahaha...then decided to go with claudia to her church cuz i think they having games day or something...went onto bus 852...and saw seniors.........so funny...haha...then we were like standing in one corner of the bus lah...then i didnt realise there were two seniors sitting beside the place i was standing until later....ok...then reached her churh...me and yy were like standing there lor...then played captains ball...so tired now...eek...that place was like filled with DRAGONFLIES!!! ok...dragonflies dont sting or what lah...but erm...its an INSECT!!! haha....and i got a mosquito bite on my hand...arg...thought mosquitoes wont attack my arm lah...so didnt apply insect repellant on my arm...then at the open space there were so many mosquitoes ok...erm...dont think it was many though...haha...i'm crapping...but still got a bite on my arm lah...-_-||| ok...im feeling so damn tired now...shall do some leisure surfing...and i think i want to go to school earlier so i can practise bending my knees when i land....ok...bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|| At 7:15 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok..i have uploaded half of the photos into album...so damn funny ok!!!! and JIF ROCKS THE WORLD!!! havent finish uploading all yet...haha...so fun...ok...need to go upload more now..bye!!!
|| At 9:55 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...today was such a nice day...ok..woke up at 8+ cuz need to go Janice's house to do Science SIA...ok...went to meet Janice and Catherine at the MRT station...then went to her house...haha...they were so nice!!!!!! they bought me a cake!!!!!! ah...so touched!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok it was a small chocolate cake and it was so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...then got down to work...planned everythig and went to get the things...erm...nothing interesting...until candle making that part...we bought candles so we could melt the wax and make it into a candle again in the container...so we did it on paper and placed it on the table....so a lot of work lah...then like oven like that...so damn warm ok...then stupid thing came....i was sitting behind the table, then the liquidified wax which was still hot, was on the table...later, the stupid paper flew up, and wax dripped onto my leg!!!!!! arg...so damn freaking hot ok...then went to the toilet to get it off....blah...so damn painful ok...then finally finished the candle...then started the hard work...used wire to support it and we went to put those type of kitchen glue which would turn transparent when dried...then so damn unsuccessful lah...so Janice went to buy another bottle to redo everything...then we did everything all over again...then finally got it right and we didnt use glue...we used red masking tape!!!!! ok...wasted a lot of tape cuz we were twirling ad twirling the tape around our water purifier to stick the wire on the bottles...then ended up sticking it almost everywhere on the water purifier...didnt dare to test it out and also had no time lah...hahahaha...finally finsh that time Janice's mum brought bread for us...then Janice wanted to take photos...she sat down and she went:"AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" cuz she sat on the plate of bread and we were like laughing and laughing and laughing...we took loads and loads of pictures...hope Janice uploads them soon...cuz its so damn hillarious ok...she also took pictures of Charlie!!! he was so cute lah...but scary at first...we went in then he kept barking lah...so damn scary ok...then so cute...hahaha...ok...thanks again for the cake!!! ok..shall reply tags now...start from lim qing's tag on 5 june
limqing: thanks!!! your blog is cute too!!!
jenzi: yah...bloghopping is FUN!!!!
yy: hahahaha...our family is so damn retarded ok!!!!!
ok...thats all i need to reply i guess.........shall go find some things to do now...bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|| At 7:48 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...im in a very lame mood today...i have just discovered something...i write with my right hand...and i sms with my left hand...so i can do multi-tasking like that!!! hahahahaha...this is cool...ok whatever...im so lame...ok....crappy mood...cant blame me...hehheh...and i have discovered i can eat using both my left and right hand...hahahaha...i have been doing that since...forget liaoz...but its nice to be on the computer and eating at the same time(provided im not typing, cuz i have no more hands) hahahahaha...ok...crap...hahaha...nice...ok...oh...sad...i was smsing but i couldnt type cuz i type slowly with only my right hand...but i can type perfectly well with only left hand...hahahaha...what a nice discovery huh...and if i was ambidextrous it would be better but too bad im not...forgot how to write with left hand liaoz..im a born left-hander...but mum force me to write with my right hand...hahaha...so i now can write with my right hand but not my left...hmm...read something about geminis being ambidextrous...hahaha...hahahahaha...ok...im in a laughing mood today...happy mood to be exact...hehheh...ok..some reasons...although forget liaoz...pathetic me..................ok...i have just reuploaded the blog picture cuz the blogskin owner has decided not to host anymore pics...hahaha...just found out...ok...i shall go do something else now..i am addicted to blogging lah..hahaha...kdkd...lol...ok...and can anyone tell me whats my dental appointment time??? die...someone please just tell me the time of the first session...cuz i am very sure that im the earliest to go on that day...reason? REGISTER NUMBER 1...ok...hahaha....ok...why so many oks??? haha...diaoz...ok..bye!!!
|| At 7:45 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...i have just finished bathing...how nice...came ino my room, my mum saw me...she said," go use your computer, dont disturb me" haha...so funny...ok...just came back from school...ok...had training today...hmm...must work harder...intensity is not high enough...ok...but i got whacked on the stomach and head...hahaha...so funny...this is what i get for being unfocused...hmm...shall be more alert next time...JIA YOU EVERYONE!!! ok...went to coro after training with...Joleen, Jenzi, Ying Yan, Claudia, Vernice and Xing Xuan...ok..went to buy bubble tea...hmm...and Jenzi, Joleen and me bought cup noodles also...haha...i got big appetite cuz this few days like ate alot...especially yesterday lah...ate zong4 zi4 and sorry cuz i still cant remember the english...hahaha...then went to NTUC...hahaha...ok..nothing funny...haha...ok..then Joleen ask me to stay with her until 2 so we went back to school...hmm...ok..then sat there and chat until about 1.45 like that...then both of us didnt feel like going back, so she called her mom to come at 2.45 or 3....haha...then after seniors went back we went to do shooting...then did agility...ok...and there was this big BEE near the court, so we went to the other side...scary.........and mosquito repellant works!!!! yay!!!! but a lot have been wasted... haha...ok...going to fall asleep liaoz lah...oh...and my posts are getting shorter and shorter...hahahaha....ok...i shall type more dots and "haha"s next time...hahahahahaha...see...it works...ok...im lame...ok...shall go play some games now...bye....
|| At 4:09 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hihi...feeling so damn bored now...ok...have been reading my book from 11 till now and i finally finished it...hahahaha...its a thick book ok...hehheh...ok...shall go bloghop now...bye!
|| At 4:29 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hmm...ok...woke up at erm...forget liaoz...hmm...first did the 30 min run on the running machine in the gym at my cousin's house there...hmm...not very good...shall jia you...next time must break 5km...hmm...then went swimming...and sadly, i never got much darker...but nevermind...and today not so mad to go swim 150 laps liaoz...some more i will die...ok...then my cousin's house the kitchen door couldnt be opened...hmm...strange lah...ok..then went to JB...bought lots and lots of things lah...then came back...wanted to take the things up to my house so called dad to come down...in the end, i took 21kg of durian on my left hand, and aprrox. 18kg of things on my right, and plus a sling bag on my left shoulder...ok...and i got POKED on my leg by the durian...and its bleeding!!!!!! haiyo...then later go in that time...dad spilt the dunno what powder lah...then got scolded by my mum...then later put down the things he forgot he was holding sugarcane drink he also put that down and guess what...my mum was so damn fed up and started screaming at me and my dad lah...grr...then i think she felt like slapping me lah...cuz i was like talking back...but she never cuz she was mopping the floor...but dunno why she go blame my dad lah...if she was the one who did that she wouldnt want to be scolded also right...haiz...nvm...my leg is still bleeding...and i have gotten my mosquito repellant!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone who needs it on tuesday can use it cuz i am so fed up with mosquitoes at the rockwall and netball court...hmm...and i feel i got a lot fatter today...ate lots of things lah...ok...got to go eat now...bye!!!
|| At 9:05 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...hihi...im at my cousin's house now!!! ok just finished playing mahjong...ok...although only 3 people play lah...haha...a bit confusing cuz usually play 4 people one...lalalalala...ok..but beginning of year nicer...cuz almost every weekend they also come my house play for whole day whole night...haha...so fun...but please...im not addicted lah...not so scary...haha...ok..but i won $40 one time...hehheh...but mum took it all...haiz.......ok...nvm...its fun playing...ok..swam 150 laps today...almost died...cuz muscle already aching before i swam lah....diaoz...ok..but now muscle aching more liaoz...haha...ok...now is aprroximately 12.30 liaoz...nice right...im planning to sleep at 2...but cant cuz im waking up early tomorrow to do my 30 min run with my cousin...hahahahaha...lalalalala...ok..then probably after that will go swimming again...ok...im going off now..bye!!!
|| At 12:15 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hihihihi!!!!!!!!!! i have changed my blogskin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!! i spent 1 hr trying to perfect it...haha...perfectionist is like that one...then the "lyrics" on the first page is my own cration ok!!!!!! although sounds stupid lah...but i like it cuz its abit related to my blogskin...phew...im never gonna change blogskin again!! erm...no lah...when i get sian of this one i shall change...but for now, I LOVE MY BLOGSKIN!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha...lalalalala...the weather is so damn warm!!!!!!!!!!!!!! going to melt liaoz...haiz...and im going swimming...so most probably will get sunburnt..but i dont want sunblock...yah yah yah...its unhealthy lah...but i dont like the feeling of sunblock..sticky sticky...and really, please remind me to go buy insect repellant so i can bring to school...the rockwall and the netball court are infested with insects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eew...and the worst is mosquitoes...so everyone's legs were full of mosquito bites...haiz...we go there feed the mosquitoes...haha...ok...got to go now...bye...
|| At 1:09 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hallo....sheesh...going swimming later...wah...whole body aching how to swim lah...haiyo...sian leh...haiz...dont feel like moving but mum FORCE me to go lah...cuz she doesnt want me to be in front of the computer for too long...but if she knew i was online until 12.30 yesterday she will scream at me lah...haiz...cant manage to install the game...shall go try again later............hmm...still feeling very sian..most probably i will be lazing around instead of swimming...hahahaha...cuz i too tired liaoz...yawn...still feel sleepy...but im going out at1+ to maybe eat first...............im still very angry lah...haiz...whats his problem lah!!! and im still thinking...probably the person is just erm...i dont know...hmm...still cant get a definite answer...haiz...ok..shall go play some games before going out...bye...
|| At 11:10 AM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hihi!!! im back again...haha...this is called true boredom lah...can blog so many times a day...haha...ok....erm...im now addicted to the song liaoz...hmm...song in the madgascar!!! lol...the song is so cute!!! the small furry creature also!!! haha...going mad for the third time!!! hehhheh...i still feel angry with that stupid idiot...haiz...and i just found out i have a bruise on my wrist...hmm...funny how it got there...and i must remember to put medication for my ankle...but i think heal liaoz...hehheh...yay...finally!!! hmm...but for what i have been pondering for the past few days right...i still cant figure it out lor...hmm...strange...ok...today can sleep late cuz tmr no need to wake up so early...yay...so i shall sleep at 1...haha...mad...no lah...probably 12 lor...haha...but i will drag until about 12.30 ...haha...ok...end of first week of holidays...reflections: erm...nothing much...but i better start on my homework!!! erm...Goal for next week: FINISH ALL HOMEWORK!!!! (which is impossible) haha...stupid lah...hmm...still thinking about it...i really wonder how people think sometimes...so unpredictable one...hmm...haiz...strange though...haiz...still cant figure it out lah...hmm...and sheesh...i still cant install my computer game lah! haiz...shall try again either tmr or sunday...hmm...shall try to skip 100 (alternate) continuously...hmm...thats another goal...haha...ok...my stamina is bad...eek...die liaoz lah...how to run for 30 min???hmm..but still must try...jia you ba everyone!!! hmm...this post is all crap lah...haiz...so damn bored now...chat chat chat chat chat...haiz...chat chat chat chat...i want to chat!!!!!!! haiz...feel tired but i dont want to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok...now i feel energetic...hmm...funny...wah...but thinking of how much hmwk we have for the holidays im going to faint liaoz...erm...not hmwk...SIAs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...really go mad liaoz lah...lalalalala.....................................really want to bang my head against the wall lah...(but im not gonna try that)...hmm...cuz probably i cant think of the answer to my own question...hmm...it doent have any logic lah!!!! dont understand...and i dont suppose you understand what this post is about right??? haha...ok...shall go surf the web now...bye...feeling down...
|| At 11:21 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hihi...ok...a lot of things to blog about...hahaha...ok...had training in the morning...thought we had to do 2.8 run but phew!!! we didnt!!! ok...so i think stamina is going to drop...haiz...better buck up for 30min run...todays training was erm...torturing...haha...no lah...just the sun was scorching...diaoz...ok...did lots of skipping and passes with medicine ball...hmm...must stop flicking wrist when throwing medicine ball...lalala...i cant throw with my right hand!!! haiz...really lah...ok...then did passes...hmm...ok...then did abs training...erm..hillarious...haha ...thats all for training...after training, ms loo was getting everyone's phone number...haha...ok...then she took everyone's photo...then we also took her photo lah...lol...hmm...then went to meet senior outside the school...erm...supposed to meet her at the bus stop near boarding school...but we went to the one outside the side gate...haha...so met her on the bus instead...ok...went to coro to eat...erm...went to the Thai Noodle House or something like that...cant remember liaoz...erm...ambience was so strange...like so...quiet...erm...hands were trembling while eating so couldnt really eat properly....hmm...then went to buy bubble tea and sat at the staircase there...then started chatting...erm...but can tell that it was very very quiet...then senior had to go, so Ying Yan Claudia and me stayed there...then was talking and talking and talking...erm...quite loudly i guess...then talked about lots of things...then 3 Sec 2 seniors came...then later we thought they were going upstairs then they sat down in front of us and starting chatting...haha...so cute...then they went for i think training...then we also went home...took 852 got off at the interchange with Claudia...took mrt to Bukit Gombak cuz mum told me she waited for me at my cousin's house cuz she wanted to drag me to go swimming...but i didnt go...cuz i got no energy liaoz...hmm...probably shall go swimming on Sunday lah...when im energetic...and probably not...cuz need to run 30min run...hmm...probably go swimming on Mon or Wed lah...haiz...oh back to the topic...erm...wanted to go in, but cant cuz phone no batt liaoz!!!!!! haiyo...stupid me forgot go charge...and stupid me forgot to bring house key out so i was stuck...so decided to go home...so took mrt to lakeside again...called dad using public phone lah...and when i reached my house realised i couldnt call my dad........then there was this stupid damn idiot who stays on 19th floor who kept staring down lah...WTH!!! sheesh...i think i know who it is.............really...i think he's from Shuqun too...retarded lah...almost wanted to shout at him lah......so damn angry with that person lor....what's his problem lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRR!!!!!!!!!!! felt so damn angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im still feeling so damn angry...WHAT! getting locked out of your own house is nice huh?! very nice show to watch huh?! sheesh...then dad finally came...with 4 boxes of ice-cream...erm...then i totally forgot about the ice cream and went to bathe......erm...came out then remembered...then went to try to fit everything into the freezer, which seemed impossible...spent half an hour trying to do that lah.......haiz...ok...still feel angry...shall try to simmer down...haiz...shall go off then...bye!!
|| At 6:16 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

hihi...i survived training today...hahaha...almost got heatstoke lor...ok...but today improved a lot liaoz!!! erm i think...and i can do the give and go, then recieve lob in line with thrower drill liaoz...erm...i think lah...ok...but still can improve...and i can throw staight shoulder pass!!! erm i think should be quite straight considering im using left hand...hahahaha...but feels funny when throwing...erm...probably they are running towards the left ba...then difficult...haha...ok...towards the end of training, team was diveded into half...then had to do erm...changing direction...with shoulder passes only...erm...quite complicated to me cuz erm...oh well... i dunno...haiz...but i think we did about 100 times le...and we finally managed to finish the 10 completely...haha...cuz erm...probably instincts were to throw balls using chest pass...but Ms Loo say must use shoulder pass...so had to keep restarting...hmm...but todays training was great lor!!! hahaha...probably cuz we put in a lot more effort...and we shall do better than that for future trainings...yay!!! jia you!!! and im still thinking about the thing i was thinking about yesterday...i really wonder lah...cuz erm...i think that person doesnt seem bothered lor...haiz...dunno lah...shall continue to ponder over it until i get a definite answer...oh and after training we bathed in the toilets...hahaha..and let me tell you...i forgot where i left my school skirt...almost fainted cuz there were like so many skirts around the benches and obviously i wouldnt want to go search all right..erm...so i thought of a nice plan...asked Qi Tian to call my handphone, then any skirt that was "vibrating" is mine!!! haha...but didnt see lah...cuz was still inside the toilet...haiz...missed a good show..hahaha...and haha...i found it!!! lol...ok then after everyone bathed went to erm..far east centre to eat..erm wanted to go novena but we didnt know when to get off so when we saw KFC then we just got down...hahaha...so went there to eat lah...haha...almost died laughing there lah...hahaha...and peoples' brains have been corupted lah...hahaha...diaoz...lol...and ...it was just so funny lah!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...then went to erm..dunno where to watch movie..im not very familliar with orchard so cant blame me...hehheh...then went to take neoprints...haha...so funny lah...8 people in a small little booth...hahaha...but so funny lor...i think we were the noisest group around...haha...cuz we were like laugh laugh laugh...hahaha...then went to watch erm...Madagascar...dont blame me for wrong spelling...im very erm...blur...ok...then went to take somemore neoprints...erm...became 6 people in a booth...ok..more space...and i look so damn retard lah...haha...yy so cute lor...your hair!!!! hahahaha...then me, Claudia and Qi Tian went to the arcade...played table hockey first, then went to play parapara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok..this machine is nice...cuz its parapara paradise 2...yay...although only danced one time...erm...still cant beat EUROBEAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...sad lor...all because of the ending lah...sheesh...shall try harder next time lah...but machine still quite nice haha...then watched Qi Tian and Claudia play the dance dance revolution...haha...so funny...then went to play two more rounds of table hockey then went to eat...erm...nothing interesting about eating...except for the part about finding seats...haha...then went to somerset MRT station lah..haha...i taking with claudia on one side...Qi Tian on the other...then so funny lor...ok...our side,1st train came,too many people so must wait 3 min...then Qi Tian's side the train came...but when she about to get in she got pushed out by a thin man...hahahaha...then later our side the train came, couldnt squeeze in again...then had to wait...then Qi Tian went off...then next train on our side was terminating at Yishun lah...then me and Claudia was standing over there hesitating but in the end we still got on lor...cuz Claudia gets off there...so reach there liaoz then she so nice, waited for my train to come then she go...haha...Thanks Claudia!!! erm...reached home at 8+...erm...nothing else liaoz..kk...bye!!!
|| At 9:25 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...feeling so damn sad now...so angry with myself lah...can't seem to find the reason why...wonder if its reason A or reason B...haiz............cant tell you about the reasons though.....haiz.................. anyway i am so angry with myself for lying...i didnt tell my mum i went arcade lah...and i dont dare to tell her i want to go watch movie tomorrow...sheesh...haiz.....still thinking about it...erm...not the movie..its the reason A and B thingy...haizz............and i cant seem to install my game...haiyo...and supposingly my handphone batt is going flat again...feel like ive offended some people...dunno why also...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........one big sigh from jocelyn................................eek haiz...sigh and sigh and sigh...also got no use...shall try not to upset those people even further...oh..and im taking charge of a netball!!!!!!! ok...so happy...must remember to bring it tomorrow...erm do we need to bring it???haiz...better bring just in case...and are you sure you people are gonna bathe in school tmr??? hmm...i dont even know whether im going lah...........but if i am, i hope im not gonna dissappoint my parents by spending too much money...going to cry already...feel very sorry today...SORRY MUM AND DAD!!!!!!!!!!!! promise i will spend my money wisely the next time.............................................wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what stupid sad song yining send me lah...now crying like siao.........wah!!!!!! hope i dont wet the keyboard...wah...sad sad sad...feel really really sorry...i shall be guai now...cannot spend too much money liaoz...and cannot be bad to parents...cannot talk back...must not let them worry for me...must let them be happy...haiz...it shall be on my wishlist..............................and i am thinking of 6H now................haiz...SAD LAH!!!!!!! sheesh...sad song...haiz...but cant really hear the lyrics...eek...ok...shall stop pondering liaoz...but i cant get it out of my mind...i keep thinking about it...haiz..shall stop blogging...im now addicted to blogging...some kind of stress relief or what...hahaha...haiyo...im still thinking about it and cring...aiyo whatever lah...sad sad song...
|| At 9:55 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

ok...im back...went to suntec to visit bookfair...bought a chinese book...erm...havent started reading yet...went with Qi Tian...saw Yining there, then went archade..and guess what...we played PARAPARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! ok...im crazy...but i dont like the machine therre...sensor like got problem...and i prefer parapara paradise 2...but nevermind...it was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok..but too bad no table hockey...and Qi Tian refused to dance even once..haiyo...next time must force her to dance...hahahahaha...then went to heeren to take neoprint...hahahahaha...so damn hillarious...and i was bullied by the two of them...-_-|||...haiz...when i get my hands on a scanner i shall put the neoprints on my comp...hahahahaha...then actually wanted to take more but erm...ran out of money...hehheh...shouldnt have spent 5.90 on pure chocolate ice blended...and probably i will have some money left so i wont be scolded...ok...bookfair was nice...walked a few rounds before going...hahahaha...and im now addicted to taking neoprints!!!!!!!!!! really lah...so damn funny...hahahahaha...hahahaha...diaoz......im now left with $12 in my wallet...sad..and i think my mum will scold me for that...haiyo...die liaoz...ok...shall go bloghopping now...and probably shall go try to take photo of the neoprint...hahahaha...ok..got to go..bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|| At 8:51 PM, Jocelyn thought so.♥ ||

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